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argh...
Zzzzz......i'm sleepy!!!!
have been sleeping for the entire day! woke at 12.30pm...
studied maths...after looking through few examples...i fell alseep..
hence...
slept again at 4.30pm till 7.30pm..
suppose to be very 'jing shen' but...the moment i sit down & start doin my muet report...
i feel sleepy again..T.T
tat's why...i'm here to blog...
hope that tis can wake me up a little!
chao~ bak to muet report first...
x_x
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2010年1月31日星期日
2010年1月25日星期一
last friday...22 of Jan..
was my birthday!!!
^^
thanks to my fellow classmates
they tried to give me n pn tan surprise...
chun hui went to switch off the fan during maths period
i thought
he switch off
is becoz of... ... ..
mana tau
is bcoz they wanted to light up the candles!!
while keh hau suddenlly went out to do maths to distract teacher;s attention!
till i heard the sound of the lighter only i realise wat was goin on!
they r celebrating for me n pn tan!
^^
thank you ppl =)
n thanks for the gifts too!!
i love them alot! really nice leh!
>shirley> ur taste very good leh..hehe...
celebrated my birthday one day earlier with my parents ^^
coz i went for a costume party on friday nite..cant celebrate with them
2nd sis bought me durian cake!!!
it taste nice o!
n parents bought me swatch as my gift
while brother bought me a tortoise which hav lights shown out to the walls..n..tada~stars appear in my room!!! nice nice!!
i'm 19 jor!!!
^^
two weeks ago...something happen...
n it made me unhappy for quite a few days
have been down for tat few days
n all this while
i wasn't alone!
a bunch of frens is by my side
concerning about me from time to time
thank you ppl ^^
n
yea...
like wat i was told
is not worthy
not at ALL
hence~
for the entire week
besides stress from skul activities
i was in a very good condition^^
no tears for other stuff besides stress only
...just..once...on thrusday..xD
Tada~ tats wat CJ gave me on monday to cheer me up..TQ~^^
2010年1月17日星期日
相通了^^
折磨了几天
事情终算告一段落了
Lot of thanks to my dear cousin (sandy) ^^
without you...i dun think i could finish the conversation n ask wat i wanted to ask ^^
sometimes...things wont always ended how u wish it could...
this is life...ppl face problems all the time..and they learn n grow
close your eyes...
n leave ur mind blank for 10 seconds
the moment u open ur eyes
u'll realise
this world isnt small
n...ppl r always by ur side..supporting u from time to time
tQ sifu~ tq GT~
n dude! (yes..u..jd) stop blaming urself...
if one thing is meant to be happen...
it will happen
just the matter of time...earlier or later..
so.STOP blaming urself..k? =) cheer~
as for u..
你我都是对方人生中的一位过客
少了过客。。。人生就岂不是很无聊？
所以
谢谢你的出现=)
really touching when u see ppl around u care for u...=P
事情终算告一段落了
Lot of thanks to my dear cousin (sandy) ^^
without you...i dun think i could finish the conversation n ask wat i wanted to ask ^^
sometimes...things wont always ended how u wish it could...
this is life...ppl face problems all the time..and they learn n grow
close your eyes...
n leave ur mind blank for 10 seconds
the moment u open ur eyes
u'll realise
this world isnt small
n...ppl r always by ur side..supporting u from time to time
tQ sifu~ tq GT~
n dude! (yes..u..jd) stop blaming urself...
if one thing is meant to be happen...
it will happen
just the matter of time...earlier or later..
so.STOP blaming urself..k? =) cheer~
as for u..
你我都是对方人生中的一位过客
少了过客。。。人生就岂不是很无聊？
所以
谢谢你的出现=)
really touching when u see ppl around u care for u...=P
Where'd you go _Fort Minor
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit,
and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot,
workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
.Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live
,Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile
,But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along
,You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit,
and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot,
workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
.Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live
,Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile
,But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along
,You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
2010年1月8日星期五
Busy busy & busy~
skul reopen d....since holiday busy with projects till now...busy with many other things else...
T.T
busy with HW, projects , activities, & bla bla bla....
realised that i don't have enough time for everything
now upper six d...need to involve in more activities to gain marks...
need to study harder to score well...
but still cant totally focus in studies...
distracted by something else...
kinda lost...
why is it so tough to make a fix decision??
should be more firm with my decision...
can i just leave all these aside??
it's torturing...
torturing my mind...
i hope that...you will try to give urself a chance to change....
u'll nvr be able to walk out from the small room or urs if u never ever try to step out of it...
coz u keep saying u cant...
how do u expect ppl to give u chances when u dun giv urself chances??
why is it so hard to make u understand all these...
when only will u understand & think without having ppl tell u about it?
will this happen? it will not...if u r still who u used to be...
nothing will change...if u never change..
trying to change ourselve is hard...but nothing is easy....
stop giving all sort of reasons for not changing..
i dun like it...
nothing will change...if u never change....
.......................
some weird thoughts in my mind
wats our purpose of living?
wats our purpose of working hard?
work hard study hard for?? money????
why need to earn so many $?? for the sake of living??
for the sake of living a better life??
better life for human...at the same time...destroying other ppl's life and other livings' life?
dun like to read newspaper nowadays...
murders
boms
killing
accidents
natural disasters
diseases
human
animal
forest
died / destroyed
it's just so heartbreaking
it makes me think...
ppl work hard for? earn money for?
human wan power for?
wat i want to be in future?
used to be dentistry...why? earn money..earn lot of money...
but now.....think back..
for wat??
money...useless...
money is just something destroying the world..it is the primary reason for all these things
so...why am i studying? earning other ppl;s money in future...?
it no longer will be the reason why i should study...
not anymore
human/animal/environment
these should be why i am studying biology
but i am only a human
wat can i do?
i got to choose.
i feel so useless...n feel i am so small...
wat can a human do to this world?
i will try to be do as much as i can..in future
i promise to u..the earth..
stupid human look around u...
stop fighting for politics n religion...
the world is dying....
coz of us...human.....
skul reopen d....since holiday busy with projects till now...busy with many other things else...
T.T
busy with HW, projects , activities, & bla bla bla....
realised that i don't have enough time for everything
now upper six d...need to involve in more activities to gain marks...
need to study harder to score well...
but still cant totally focus in studies...
distracted by something else...
kinda lost...
why is it so tough to make a fix decision??
should be more firm with my decision...
can i just leave all these aside??
it's torturing...
torturing my mind...
i hope that...you will try to give urself a chance to change....
u'll nvr be able to walk out from the small room or urs if u never ever try to step out of it...
coz u keep saying u cant...
how do u expect ppl to give u chances when u dun giv urself chances??
why is it so hard to make u understand all these...
when only will u understand & think without having ppl tell u about it?
will this happen? it will not...if u r still who u used to be...
nothing will change...if u never change..
trying to change ourselve is hard...but nothing is easy....
stop giving all sort of reasons for not changing..
i dun like it...
nothing will change...if u never change....
.......................
some weird thoughts in my mind
wats our purpose of living?
wats our purpose of working hard?
work hard study hard for?? money????
why need to earn so many $?? for the sake of living??
for the sake of living a better life??
better life for human...at the same time...destroying other ppl's life and other livings' life?
dun like to read newspaper nowadays...
murders
boms
killing
accidents
natural disasters
diseases
human
animal
forest
died / destroyed
it's just so heartbreaking
it makes me think...
ppl work hard for? earn money for?
human wan power for?
wat i want to be in future?
used to be dentistry...why? earn money..earn lot of money...
but now.....think back..
for wat??
money...useless...
money is just something destroying the world..it is the primary reason for all these things
so...why am i studying? earning other ppl;s money in future...?
it no longer will be the reason why i should study...
not anymore
human/animal/environment
these should be why i am studying biology
but i am only a human
wat can i do?
i got to choose.
i feel so useless...n feel i am so small...
wat can a human do to this world?
i will try to be do as much as i can..in future
i promise to u..the earth..
stupid human look around u...
stop fighting for politics n religion...
the world is dying....
coz of us...human.....
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