虚拟世界

那些年。。。

2011-11-06T06:29:00.000-08:00

看过“那些年，我们一起追的女孩”了吗？本人觉得呢，小说比戏要好看得多了。小说比较能表达出九巴刀的内心，而且内容也比较多。。戏嘛。。少了很多精彩的内容呢。。

对于“那些年。。” 我非常非常钦佩柯景腾那非凡。。因该说那超级无敌非凡的自信心！！当然还有那股毅力。。^^

那些年。。。我们大家都和柯景腾一样疯狂过吧。。看了那处戏后，只要听到那首主题曲就会有被回忆袭击的感觉。。鼻子酸酸的，眼眶湿湿的。。想哭了。。因为心疼了。。如果有机会遇到以前的我。。我会拍拍我的头说：“龙慧仪，你好傻哦” 。。可以前的我，胆量要比现在大得多呢。。真的好多好多倍。现在，胆量比老鼠还要小 ~.~

> 曾经，贫穷的她（当时零用钱很少），省吃俭用只为了买男友的生日礼物，约RM50（在这之前送礼决不超过RM15），却觉得很有成就感

> 曾经，为了与当时在外国旅行的男友在MSN交谈，敢敢自己跑去CC上网（仅此一次，因为总觉得那是坏人才会去的地方=.=)

> 曾经，为了要出国旅行的男友准备2封信，一张圣诞卡。。而且还得在指定的日子才能打开来。。那么笨蛋的事，当时的她却觉得无比自豪。。自封浪漫女友...无言....

> 曾经，和男友交换小时候的照片。。特地选了自己最爱的那一张。。分手后。。后悔到要死。。直到现在都很在意。。也有过冲动想问他拿回。。脸皮却不够厚。。想说：" 把照片还我！！！！！！ " 若他也要回他的呢？？给不回了。。某年某月的某一天，她狠心把一切东西都丢了

> 曾经，她天天像写日记般SMS到男友的手机，哪怕只有万分之一的可能，也希望在国外的他能收到。。。（整整一个月耶！！笨到。。。。）

> 曾经，她总是很期待每一个星期五，因为唯有那天能够与她喜欢的男生在MSN交谈( 当时每逢周末只能上网一次耶！凄凉到~）

> 曾经，他手机不见了，自以为英勇的她，拨电到他的号码，想问问看有没有好心人会拾到。。。结果，接电话的是他。。没听过他声音的她吓死了。。把电话盖了。。SMS谎说想打给另一个人，却按错他的号码。。糗死了！

> 曾经，她因为他变得吓人地主动，连续两年定时在同一天，很不直接的高诉他，她喜欢他。。也是唯一一个她主动表白过的男生

> 曾经，她探听到她有好感的男生喜欢她，在友人的不停的劝说下。。第一次准备情人节礼物。。（当然是收到礼物后才送出去啦）。。有个小秘密。。准备了两个哦。。万一是自作多情的话，还可以狡辩说又不是只送你...XD 厉害呗？连退路都想好....

我想站在山上大声地说：" 那些年！！！我也疯狂过！！！！！！"

只不过。。我没柯景腾那么自信而已。。不因该说。。感情。。我从没有信心过。。

不过，现在回想起来。。。还真不敢相信。。冲动起来的我。。原来会做些奇奇怪怪的事儿来。。。

有时候，低落是因为想起了一些美好的回忆 =')

那些年。。。的我

龙慧仪

怀。念

2011-03-26T07:37:00.000-07:00

不晓得为何，今天的我。。
好怀念童年的时光。。。是一些。。好久好久都没被想起的记忆

都是和家人一起的记忆

爸爸，哥哥和我，三人斗玩pinball...看谁就厉害。。不太厉害的我，就不计较技巧。。只要狂按键盘就不会输了。。爸爸和哥哥会投诉我，说我玩奸。。

爸爸，妈妈和我。。三人斗看谁折的衣服最整齐（那时的我。。还在就读幼稚园）

妈妈，进院开刀。。爸爸负责带我到幼儿园。。早晨还会先带我到华联花园的一个小公园去吃早餐。。我还记得那时的早餐。。是很美丽的奶油蛋糕。。

哥哥吓唬我，说我不读书以后就只能做倒垃圾的。。我不爽。。驳回他。。说我会想妈妈一样做manager...哥哥就说：“噢。。酱你就做倒垃圾的manager 咯~”..结果。。。我狂哭。。。去跟妈妈投诉。。哪里知道。。妈妈。。本想骂哥哥。。知道原因。。尽然笑了。。><

还有好多好多。。。

这些记忆会随着年龄增加而消失吗？

时间不能倒流。。所以会努力记住这些美丽的童年

我。。不想长大啊~

老师？我是！^^

2011-03-21T07:02:00.000-07:00

“龙老师，你会不会教我们一下就不要教了？”

“为什么这样问呢？”

“因为之前那老师被我们气走了”

。。。。。。。。。。

不只一位学生问我这问题。。因为他们的老师一直都再换，要么就受不了，要么家里有事，不能教。。。

不知为何，这问题的背后，给我的感觉是---老师，你会抛弃我们吗？

对不起，老师在还未教你们，受训的日子里就已有想离开的念头。老师其实更向往到小学教书，因为那儿。。会有更多的自由，只教半天、学校放假老师也放假。。然而，中心的老师不能。。除了公共假期。。这样就不能到处去了><

我没那么伟大，惭愧~

不过，现在，认识你们这些小天使是我的荣幸！

原来当老师，是非常有成就感的！！

现在，也发现。。。其实。。有时候，学生成绩差，不是学生不肯努力，而是老师不原意在他身上多花一点时间把他教明白。。~.~

“情” 和 “琴”

2011-01-29T19:39:00.000-08:00

打开琴盖
拉开红布
看着黑白琴键时有那么一个感想
“琴” 与 “情”
两者之间有着密切的关系

有情未必能琴
能琴未必有情
要琴先得有情
否则琴声似无情

一首没注入感情的歌
是一首没有灵魂的歌
弹琴者的手指飞快地在琴键上舞着
不论技巧是多么的熟练
不论那首歌的难度有多高
即使完美无缺的完成它
它不过是个空壳
没有内容的音符
这样的一首歌
并不能牵动听者的心

相反的
一首用心完成的歌
一首被注入感情的歌
不论是开心、悲伤、感动、激动
弹琴者的心情随着音符诠释出来
听者的心情亦会随着音符有所波动
这样的一首歌
会不断地在听者的脑海里回荡
让人不知觉的想起
让人不知觉的哼起
心中留下的涟漪更是久久未能平静

要弹出这么一首歌
谈何容易啊

Geram!

2011-01-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

today syok syok..wanted to dye hair..

nvr dye hair before...thought of trying it..

went to bought Loreal Paris's dye hair de product..

ok..after reading instruction again n again...

the process began~

step 1..ok

step 2...ok...mom helped..

step 3...done

washed..

stared at the mirror...

看左，看右

.....

......

没任何变化喔

。。。

在灯光下再照

other than my usual super dark brown..which wat we usually say BLACK...

i cant see any other colour..or changes on my hair..

ok ..the ONE & ONLY changes...was the chemical smell...

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2nd sis said..if dye at home..need buy super light colour...if nt..no changes..

......why din tell me earlier!!! T.T

nw is my problem or the product problem?

i dunno...

Zzz Zzz Zzz

lesson...learned! saloon is always a better place...><

2011-01-28T02:58:00.000-08:00

tada~welcome to my "new" blog~

new template

new blog skin

new design

new songs

seriously..

i din noe there's so much trick u can play with ur blog

till i go google for some snowing effect..

i was wondering..if there r any falling leaves??

i googled.. n YES..there r plenty of it..leaves, flowers, hearts bla bla bla..

since i personally affect maple leaves..

so the theme of the blog~~

is Autumn! ^^

counldnt stop viewing at my own blog these 2 days...

nice rite?? =P

I'm still Waiting.

2011-01-28T02:52:00.001-08:00

waiting~

& waiting~~~~

I'm still waiting for a call from teledirect!!

haiz..

i hate the feeling of keeping my phone next to me 24hrs

juz afraid to miss a call

waiting is torturing!!!

GAAaahhhhh~

2011-01-28T00:39:00.000-08:00

如果。。

有一天

地球累了

不再环绕着太阳旋转

韩国版恶作剧之吻

2011-01-25T01:57:00.000-08:00

终于看完了~ ^^

yaa。。看这部戏，心情会变得很好哦（韩国人说话的时候很喜欢用“yaa" =P)

台湾偶像剧当中，我的至爱就是恶作剧之吻了。

韩国翻拍这部戏，自然会被人家拿来比较。

不过，我还蛮喜欢的。虽然故事内容雷同，但韩版的也有他们自己的风格，却不失原味。

男主角，傲慢，女主角，傻里傻气。。总是为她的傻劲捏把冷汗。

总之，看了心情会很好就对了，而且剧情一点也不悲伤。

该怎么形容呢。。

嗯。。可爱~ ^^

2011-01-24T03:06:00.000-08:00

~ Happy BiRthday MOM ~

BD present ...>>> did house work & buy cake =P coz mama 好像什么都不缺 ~.~

hope you'll stay happy n healthy always~ health is everything ~

thks for coming to tis world on tis date.....because of you...I exist in tis world.

*love*

惭愧

2011-01-24T00:05:00.000-08:00

场戏，擅自改剧本

对你，惭愧

谢谢你的信任

对你，惭愧

无辜牵涉到你

对你，惭愧

无意牵涉你

对你，亦惭愧

麻烦精

2011-01-23T23:44:00.000-08:00

唉，总觉得自己是麻烦的发源地带。

麻烦啊，你不要喜欢我好吗

总是不经大脑做事

总是冒昧地横冲直撞

总是在事情发生后才“怎么办！？怎么办！？”

就是这样的麻烦精

所以，麻烦，请你去找些有空理你的人吧

老是缠着像我一样的麻烦精，对你，没好处哦

因为，麻烦精又惹麻烦了

而且，还害到朋友也被拉进来了

又害到人了

怎么办

对他们感到很抱歉

怎么办

怎么老是学不乖呢

不想当麻烦精了

麻烦，该怎么办才好

离开我，好吗

处于世界某个被遗忘的角落

2011-01-23T00:16:00.000-08:00

一句话，四个字，真的有那么难吗？

其他时候。。知道你不会讲，可是就会想故意套你的话。。
不讲也没什么大不了。。

可是，昨天，就真的很希望收到这四个字
因为，是我生日。。我真的很希望收到。
往年都收到。。为什么偏偏今年就收不到呢

我知道你没有忘记
可是，不知道，你在坚持什么
你想说，这就是你的作风麽？

在我心中，你可是很有地位的朋友
可在你心中，我不过是路过也不会留下脚印的路人吧
那，不起眼，微不足道的路人
连生日也懒得祝福的。。
路人

。。。。。。。。。。。。。

哥哥。。
怎么连你也这样
我。。。等你电话。。
等了整天
怎么。。。连你也忘了
是忘了么？
还是。。连你也。。一样
太忙了吗？
明天，妈妈生日。。
你会想起昨天吗？
如果我没提，你会想起吗？？

singapore trip (day 2)

2011-01-21T08:01:00.000-08:00

another better view of 福禄寿

鱼尾狮。。is bathing??

termenung

背影

他们的背影~

the Mummy world~

it looks like some sort of potion rite? it's juz coke! haha

Jurassic Park

Far Far Away castle

it's name is Woody...is it? nt sure..~.~

Kung Fu Panda!!!

科学怪人

'woody's ' Gf

you noe who~~ ^^

I like to movin movin...you like to movin movin~ King Julien!

cute!

tada~ when was the last time i sat on such thing? ><

i love tis pic..

Singapore trip (day 1)

2011-01-20T23:04:00.000-08:00

福，禄，寿

can hardly see any spaces in between the buildings

Mr Gold (he's real)

"river" in the middle of the shopping mall

interior design of the hotel...(nt the one we stayed of coz~.~)

China Town

rabbit! made from lots of flowers..bt it seemed to be a little..scary to me

evil smile?

天天好天

2011-01-14T06:52:00.000-08:00

watched tis movie with parents juz nw =)

well....it's not really a comedy nor a CNY movie...nt like the 舞虎...which is related to CNY.

it's a movie more about 亲情...

pls prepare tissues if u watch this movie...

coz...at the climax...my tears juz wounldnt stop...T.T

ppl around me also T.T silently...haha

very touching =)

nt to forget...the song i posted below...is one of the songs in the movie...

during the touching moment...this song was played...wow...the effect is superb.. 催泪弹！xD

彩虹的家

2011-01-14T06:51:00.000-08:00

枫。一个人的时候

2011-01-14T01:03:00.000-08:00

又是一个没有早餐的早晨

刻意睡迟一些

嗯。。还早。。

手指在琴键上运动了好一会儿

时间差不多了

才甘愿踏出家门医肚子去

一餐当两餐。。

先到宠物店逛了逛

见到兔子心情好~ ^^

接着到书店买本书

再到otak2 place~

刻意选择坐在角落

一个不会让人注意的地方

却能静静地注意他人

喝着冰冷的ice tea

翻阅着手里的书

左右两旁的邻桌却不时吸引了我的注意力

左侧两个青年妇女正激动的批评着某人

右侧两个中年人正述说当年、讨论当前的病情，而同桌的年轻人则静静的聆听

二时正，

餐厅顿时少了一半的人数

人群匆匆忙忙地离开了

是我放缓了脚步吗

身边的事物好像都在fast forward mode

而我则悠哉地度过

其实偶尔放缓脚步

停下来

观看身边的事物

感觉挺不错的

rabbitS!!

2011-01-14T00:34:00.000-08:00

Rabbit yr is coming SOON! real soon~~~

i really like rabbits so much...they're so adorable...expecially lop ear rabbits!!! ^^

if i tell my dad "daddy..since tis yr is rabbit yr..can i rare a rabbit?? " do you think he'll allow me to do so???

....my 6th sense tell me....he'll say :" well..why din u ask me get u a pig during pig yr??"

ish..

wait till i study in other places n rent a house...

i'll buy one!!

wait till i own my own house...in future..

the garden..is RESERVED...for rabbits ^^

(dreaming~~~~)

Jang Keun Suk ^^

2011-01-13T00:33:00.000-08:00

juz sharing some photos =)

& this is the link to watch the show tat he had attended, one of those 综艺节目（综艺大国民）in Taiwan

http://www.natnatvip.org/2010/10/daguomin-2010-10-09.html

Outing~ again ..=P

2011-01-12T08:32:00.000-08:00

Waoh...haven been involving myself in any sport activities for almost 5 months...due to trials n STPM. Finally~ today went for badminton session with Hua Ngik, Pei Wen, Mei Wei, Eu Chin & Mei Wei's cousin. aaaww...the consequences of nt doing exercise for so long is....45 mins of badminton dah K.O...T.T lousy betul...haiz...

Well...K.O liao...is tat all?? ha ha....guess wat....we went to the longest pasar malam in whole Msia!! ^^ yes...tat's Taman Connaught Pasar Malam~ it's my first time being there...

It's seriously.....very ...very .....VERY (5 seconds) long~we spent ...er...forth n bak...around

2 hrs +++ eat eat look look...n we finished the whole pasar malam though we kept saying tired ..xD

Basically...there's something which SS2 pasar malam dun hav...macam 臭豆腐！the accessories are very cheap too...RM2 each? RM10 for 5 pairs of earrings? well..u'll nvr nvr see tis in SS2...and there's even stalls selling all sorts of belts...RM8 is the common price for it...and there's many many stalls selling clothes...some quite nice leh..><

guess wat...there's even 孔明灯selling everywhere~ macam very common like tat liao..~.~

臭豆腐！well...when u eat..u dun really smell it..bt...it does hav some taste on it..

nice or nt?? Err...dunno wor..try it urself =)

I've finally change my blog's song...n I'm so in love with all these songs nw...especially the first two..."默默无语"..."如何是好"...actually...sad songs...bt...like it! =)

猪兔子^^

2011-01-10T07:14:00.000-08:00

兔子+猪=？？

猪兔子^^

笨蛋美男。。相信按鼻子能控制心中的感情~.~

不过，安社长骗她那一刻，我还真的信了。>.<

Starz

2011-01-09T09:37:00.000-08:00

近来，我真的迷上了《原来是美男》这韩剧。

不晓得为什么。。。总是会不知觉地笑起来了。

觉得他们。。很可爱。。有时又觉得他们挺可怜的。。

他们背后都有属于他们的故事。。

看此剧时。。心情会跟着剧情有所起伏。。

不过。。可以什么也不想，让脑袋休息会儿。。

这何不是种享受？心情也会变得很好。。

而且，看此剧时。。亦会有种幸福的感觉

很奇怪对吧？（该不会是走火入魔的症状吧~.~)

剧情后期会于星星有关

由于泰京患有夜盲症

他不曾在夜间看得见星星

美男每天都会寻找身边的星星，拍下，让泰京看

而美男心中。。世界上最亮的星星就是泰京 ^^

星星的本能就是发出耀眼，闪亮的光芒

即使它想让自己暗淡下来，哪怕只是一会儿，

恐怕也只能妄想

当遇上所谓最亮的星星时

就算把自己躲藏在暗处，想对那光芒视若无睹

星星的光芒依然会照耀到你

让蒙上眼睛的你也能感受到它的存在

你们，找到你心中最亮的星星了吗？

风筝

2011-01-08T09:09:00.000-08:00

那是一个独特的风筝

在那广阔无边的蓝天飞翔着

即使空中亦有其它风筝

像它一样高傲的在空中飞翔

它依然是最耀眼的一个风筝

手里拉着风筝的绳索

仰起头看着空中的它

心里明白它还能飞得更高

只须不断的放绳它就能突破

有些风筝只适合摆设不宜飞翔

可它属于这无边际的天空

它会牵挂着那美丽的蓝天

牵挂着那轻而柔的风

牵挂着那于空中飞翔的感觉

就算绳索依然紧紧地握在手里

但并不拥有它

放风筝放久了会开始感觉疲惫

或许那么一天该把绳索给剪了

让它往向往的方向飞去

即使心中会有些不舍

原来是美男啊！！

2011-01-08T03:57:00.000-08:00

相信大家都知道目前八度空间每星期一至五，晚间八时所播出的韩剧吧。。

没错！就是《原来是美男啊！》！！

第一次看到泰京（剧中的队长aka 男主角），超不顺眼的。。不爽他整天摆着那张自以为很帅的脸，串，男生没事干嘛花眼线啊，还有。。头发有点过长了 ><

不过。。。到后期。。他比较爱笑了。。哇~电死人了！还好他不常笑。。=.=

那坏坏的笑。。。坏坏的帅。。~.~

当然，Jeremy 和新禹也不耐哦。。

至于美女（也就是美男）。。。傻乎乎的可爱。。^^

有型吧？ ^^

酷+凶

笑~变成 >>帅+可爱

又变凶凶look

再笑~ 帅！

2011 1st post

2011-01-02T10:26:00.000-08:00

Here comes 2011~
haven been blogging for almost two months..
well...1st...busy for STPM, 2nd..whenever i read my blogs..my memory will start flashback...plus the...super sad music...(at least it sounds sad for me..n yes...i did it on purpose...coz i WAS sad)..i haven been to my own blog since i last posted to help Likee in a contest. and...i thought at least..i shouldn;t post anything happy for some time, as a respect for my beloved popo.

since is a new yr...i suppose i shall proceed with a new life =)
bt...hw do u define>> new life??
I'm still searching for my answers .

Tomorrow is skul reopen day~ bak to skul time! bt.....tis yr..something awkward about it is tat...i dun need to pack my stuff , sleep early, prepare for skul anymore! in fact..i juz finish watching Narnia 2, The Legendary Guardians, broke my own high score in FB game, slacking around here n there in Penang, my bro's place~ well..others does feel excited as we had graduated, n need nt bak to skul...bt..to me..i dun hav extreme feeling though..

i should be on bed at tis time...yet...i juz dun feel like doin so...
there's something bothering me...or i should say..LOTS of stuff bothering me. from small to big...minor to major...argh... skul life is so much simple n easier ><
i wish...
i wish...
i wish ..i wish ...n i wish...
unfortunately...wishes will nt be granted as i wished.. bcoz tis is a real life...

by the way
happy New YeAR to all~
hope everyone of u stay healthy always. =)

Helping Chee Li Kee

2010-11-17T08:48:00.000-08:00

I Support Chee Li Kee

婆婆，安息吧

2010-10-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

26/10/2010
她的人生就此画下了句点。

留下的。。
是我们记忆中的她

2010-10-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

海南语〉〉

“大家笑笑，不要流眼泪，送妈上天。。。大家笑笑，不要流眼泪，妈也笑笑。。”

这是今晚婆婆费了很大力气所说出的话。。
笑笑。。
我会的。。
但。。到时。。
我不担保我不会流着眼泪笑

哥哥说婆婆今晚心跳变快了
这有没有影响
我不敢问

又是一晚一晚的过

2010-10-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

昨晚，
婆婆难得很精神
眼睛开的大大的
姑姑问她看到什么？
“看到。。。九王爷。。”

“九王爷穿什么衣啊？”

“红色”

（九王爷来找婆婆？？）

接着，婆婆又说

“妈。。。生日。。。”

“九日。。。十日。。。”

姑姑去看日历。。
十天后，果然是婆婆农历的生日
我的婆婆是不是很聪明叻？
已很久没看日历
没看报纸
病得连口都难开难关了。。
头脑依然那么的精
就算不看日历
依然能记得那么准确
她。。
很强。。
对么？

妈妈告诉婆婆
她生日我们买冰淇琳蛋糕给她
她没力说话
但微微的点点头
这一刻
她
像个小孩子

2010-10-22T03:31:00.000-07:00

昨天傍晚study group 后先回家睡觉
忽然被门的碰撞声给吵醒了
爸爸妈妈回来了？那么早？
难道婆婆有事了吗？
坏人？不可能吧（太累了，没有想起来的冲动）
*咳*
哦，是哥哥！！
怎么突然会来了？
不管了。。
继续睡。。
(安心的入睡）

Zzzz~

*原来，哥哥是特地回来看婆婆的 =) *

2010-10-20T00:25:00.000-07:00

昨天中午，和Shi Ning 一起吃午餐的时候电话突然震动了。

2 missed call...

一个不晓得是谁的手机号码，另一通则是爸爸公司电话。

回电给他：“Girl 啊，你在哪里。。？”

“在外面吃饭咯”

“准备啊。。可能要赶去医院看婆婆。。她心跳好像变弱了。。大伯现在去看什么情形先。。”

结果，没事。。
................................

“girl 啊，准备啊。。”
我已被爸爸用这句话吓了好几次了。。
有少些麻木了。。
也不会那么容易掉泪了。。
这次，出奇的淡定。
反而在想这次是真的到时间了么？？
她受的苦
看在眼里，疼在心里
离开或许是种解脱。

................................

昨夜去探望她，
一天比一天还要消瘦了
但我们叫她
她还会微微的点头表示听见了
虽然病重
头脑却依然很清醒
可爱的婆婆
还问姑姑，她到底要吃什么药才会好
曾经还说过医生没用，乱乱医
不晓得自己患的是癌症
这时候家人反而头痛婆婆太精灵了
如果她钝一些，
或许她会少一些烦恼
少一点折磨
。。。。。。。。。。

晚间读书读到一半
读不下去了
开始在电脑里寻找婆婆的照片
甚至去书橱内翻找相溥
发现我和婆婆的合照并不多
十多年的回忆
涌上心头
泪眶湿了

。。。。。。。
部落客的歌曲
此时很衬托我的心情
低。落

2010-10-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

DOWN....
dOWn...
down..

2010-10-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

她的气色一天比一天差了
就连唠叨，骂人，埋怨都没力气了
今天去探望她
她又瘦了一圈
眼睛，像一双无地洞
无神。。感觉很。。空。。
喝水都没力气了
呼吸似乎有些苦难，沉重
得靠氧气筒了

Nightmares foreseeing the future??

2010-10-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

The dreams juz seemed to be so real...
Everything juz looked the same as the reality...

these two days..i had dreamed the same thing bout having Chemistry paper in STPM...
ok..no big deal of dreaming tat..
bt...wat do matters is tat..i was sitting on the chair..staring at the papers..and i dunno how to do a single question!!! OMG...it's STPM leh...
i dun wan that to happen!!!
last time i heard ppl telling me that...if u hav a nightmare...u got to say it out..or else it might happen in reality...so..I'm telling out *LOUD* here...>.<

Okay, it seems to be like a warning to me...if i dun study..i'll definitely ended up like wat happen in the dream...so...I gt the message!! pls dun kacau me in my dream again....

大开"吃"戒

2010-10-12T00:55:00.000-07:00

(monday) It's Sushi King members day!!! Each plate of sushi cost only RM2...no matter wat colour plate it is...=D Went to Midvally in the morning to meet up with Shirley, Shir's sis, Kheng Aik, Yeong Shing & Keh Hau.....erm..Fish was playing in the arcade..so we were wondering around in the arcade playing something like photohunt...
and Sushi King~~~ here we come lo~~~ ^^v
We ate like 饿鬼...kept grab those expensive sushi...(today rm2 only!! normally rm 4 / rm 6) Shirley & her sis both add together only bout 7 plates.. me n YS each 7 plates..KH & KA each 10 plates...LOL..

After Mr Ong's tuition in the afternoon...had my 2nd round with KA, Poh Li & Kong Weng to SS2 pasar malam...it's juz across the road from my aunt house..bt KW..PuTERA lilin...wanna sit car to the pasar malam...=.='' ended up....we gt to walk further than usual coz no parking...n fish got to park kinda far..lmao..xD juz cant stop laughing at KW...haha..

well...u can nvr save money when u r searching for food in pasar malam...coz it's nt cheap! walked 2 rounds..n I nvr stop eating..
my $$ saved in the holidays...juz flew away like this..for the sake of food...T.T

Sammy's Adventure

2010-10-10T09:40:00.000-07:00

Sammy's Adventures watched!!
^^

Erm..whenever i look at this pic, it reminds me of my classmates.
they said i look like Sammy!! aka the turtle....=.=''
well..i can understand why yoke mun say i alike..coz she always called me tortoise in class..
but...i dun get it when jojo say it looks like me..
the spec?? maybe..bt mine aint like the red spec it is wearing wor..
hmm..
by the way...i watch 2D instead of 3D..
though is in 2D, the graphic is still nice =)
as for the story line...
my cousin sis child said she wanna go bak home in the middle of the movie
& my mom...fell alseep...
so...nice or not?? haha...
perhaps..the storyline aint very attractive..
bt the graphic indeed nt bad..
and the turtles r cute~
>.<

2010-10-09T01:12:00.000-07:00

Slept at 2am, woke at 4am by dad...

“girl, 起来咯，现在要去婆婆家。。她好像不行了。Ah poh (姑姑）叫她，她没有反应，好像昏迷了。。”

去婆婆家的路上，我想了很多。。。若她真的在梦中长眠，未必是件坏事。。。
婆婆都95了，说壮，婆婆的确比一般年老的人还要壮。。只是，恶性肿瘤一直在扩大，不晓得是压到了胃部还是食道，吃什么都反胃。。单单靠牛奶与葡萄糖填肚子，能撑那么一段时间，已经是很了不起了。95，没药医。。难听点儿，在家等时间到。一条长长的管道从鼻子插入至胃部，定时抽胃酸。。弄到婆婆的喉咙很不舒服。天天躺在床上叹气。。想吃；吃不了，想走；没力气。。白天，黑夜，白天，黑夜。。。这何尝不是一种煎熬。。

一踏入婆婆家，即闻到一股很重的风油味。。大伯一直在婆婆鼻子上抹风油与疏氧气给她，姑姑则一直轻轻拍打她的脸和手。。过了好一段时间，才听见婆婆类似要给与反应却无力的声音，爸爸告诉婆婆我们来了，她眼睛微微的撑开了一些又盖下去了。又这样，过了好一阵子。。她才醒过来。。。先是叹气。。接着还是在叹气。。开口说的第一句话竟是：“怎么还不断气啊。。” 这句话，听在儿女的心里，是傻话。。

但老人家，何尝不想安安详详的在梦中长眠呢。。醒过来，又是一段折磨得日子。。
我内心挺矛盾的。。一来我不舍得婆婆。。但却不想她天天那样痛苦的过。。
子女又哪里可能放任她去睡。。与世永别呢。。

不管如何，婆婆是个幸福的老人家。。因为，在她晚年病中的时候，孩子依然不离不弃的照顾她，想尽办法救她。。
上一代在做，下一代在看。。这一切给了我很深的感触。。

Tim's 19th Birthday

2010-10-08T05:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, it's was Timothy's 19th birthday ~
We secretly planned a surprise party for him at the tuition place, we lied to him that we hav intensive class at 6.30pm (tuition start at 8pm) and Hui En in-charge of bringing him there coz he wanna skipped tuition on his birthday..lol..
Party supposed to start at 6.30pm but it was delayed till 7.40pm..coz Yeong Shing 反锁his car with his carkeys, our KFC and cake in his car...smart betul..lol.. Luckily Yuk Hoong's dad know how to unlock it..if nt..fried chicken will become steam chicken in the car..

our new style of putting candles..

It's definitely finger licking good!! haha..
very long no eat KFC d..=D

the very unique birthday card..hmm..can see the pic i drew?
on the right top of the picture...too small i guess..LOL

guess who??

Hui En of coz!!
the sweet couple~
Happy Birthday in advance Hui En~

Ninja Joe

2010-10-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

During holidays, i think there's something wrong with my ears, coz my phone alarm just cant wake me up during holidays. I wanted to go to skul tis morning, i set my alarm at 8am bt it din wake me up T.T By the time i woke up, is already time for breakfast + lunch..which means 2mr before goin KL for tuition, i need to print the testimonial first.

Dunno why I've the craving for A&W waffle with the ice-cream on top...but kinda lazy to drive to SS2 it's sooo "far" ~ haha...okay...nt far bt it's hard to get a parking space there especially during noon time.. den i drove to Tropicana City Mall which is much nearer to my house to search for something new...no such thing as no parking there and I've plenty of choices wat to eat.
It's one of my favourite spot ^^

and i spotted the Ninja Joe~
I've been walking pass this shop for many times but i nvr enter it before..
bt since bro said it's nice...
so..Ninja Burger here i come~
for those who dunno what's Ninja Burger,
it is a fast food restaurant which sells only PORK burgers
=)

去学校。我迷路了。。。

2010-10-05T23:18:00.000-07:00

(Monday) I've got to say that my possibility of getting lost on the road has increased to 60%. T.T
夸张?? well...u'll agree with me after u read wat had happen on that day.

Early in the morning around 6.45am, Yeong Shing phoned me, he told me that the bridge above the federal highway gt accident, cars couldnt pass through it. And from my house to skul, i've gt to pass that bridge. He asked me to use alternate route. ALTERNATE ROUTE?!?!? but i only noe one way to skul...>.<...

nvm..i asked dad to teach me the alternate route...ok..by listening, it sounds pretty easy to reach skul...and while i was driving, i figured that alternate route was sooooo familiar, and i remembered that the uncle who used to fetch me from form 1 to lower 6 always use that route, juz in a opposite way ( bak from skul instead of goin to skul)..i felt so happy and proud coz i recognise that route...as i was driving down the route...sHiT! i remembered that the road ended to the same usual road i use to go to skul..Jln Universiti.. it's like..I took a very long road to get bak the same usual road..aka the accident occured punya road..>.< (i should go straight down the road but i took a left turning..i followed uncle's usual route instead of dad's instruction..ben dan)

fine den, stuck in the jam for 20 minutes, finally can u-turn coz cant pass through the bridge, in the end get bak to the road which i took the wrong turning...tis time..i gt it rite..but after amcorp mall that roundabout at the State...i took another wrong turning again...getting deeper into the State...n it's a way that i can use to get bak home!!! omg... T.T u-turn bak again to the roundabout..n finally..i gt the rite turning...stuck in the jam for another 20 mins...

getting closer to the Churh! ^^ but when i reached the front gate...i gt struck by whats in my sight... a red cone was blocking my way into the entrance at the slope n the front gate of the church was closed!!!!!!!!! CLOSED! $%#%&$^%#^
i cant take a u-turn bak to the back gate of the churh...coz i will be jam for another 40 minutes..thanks to the accident..haiz...my last choice...i went down my car...n shift the cone away...n parked my car at the slope right in front of the gate...before i could get down of my car n block the entrance with the red cone bak...another car came down! T.T she stuck there also..while i was explaining to her..another car came!!!! aiks...my fault for shifting the cone..sorry~ the woman said she'll settle it by calling the church to open the gate and asked me rush to skul as i am extremely late...(she's very kind!)
(YS forget to told me that the gate is closed when he phoned me...=.='')

Finally...reached skul and had my name recorded for being late..T.T 2nd time already...
i was juz in time when Pn Lee had finally finished her super duper long speech...and manage to get the trophy for the Pakaian Tradisional Competition by myself =) our group gt Johan!! hehe..and tis is the 2nd trophy i've earned in my entire secondary skul life..(excluding those spm prize n hampers won by the classes) i've gt to say that..这奖得来不易啊！~.~

that night, my dad kept laughing at me....saying me lousy.......
~>.<~
nvr knew that..skul..is so hard to reach...

手纸

2010-10-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

GT sent me a link of this song called 手纸， it seems like a song that Japanese usually sing during their graduation...den i saw the translated lyrics of the song...its kinda meaningful.. =)

............................................

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...

Hair cut

2010-10-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

It's a Saturday~ my first saturday after exam!!! =D

parents went to work again (weekends suppose to be rest days bt dad din work on thursday coz need take care grandma..so replace bak..while mom is a workaholic...thus..followed dad bak to work) which means...i'm on my own AGAIN~

my hair is super duper long ady~ so decided to go for a hair cut...
first time drive to the salon..well..it isnt tat far..n it is easy to reach ..i din lost my way~^^~
waited for an hour there....Zzz Zzz..wat to do..the salon has gud service n aint like other salon tat expensive too...
cut + wash = RM33
(she charge me extra rm 3 coz my hair too thick wor)
(haven been cutting short for more than a year..if divide it into months..one month cost rm1 ++)

after the hair cut is already noon. went to Murni's branch which is juz opposite the salon..
ate a very big plate of Nasi Lemak
and
drank a glass of Poison...
yes...i drank POISON! haha...
dun worry..juz a name after all..xD

little passion fruits flavor..slices of cucumber..some mint leaves..few longan and a green chili!
hmm...i will recommend to those who dun like sweet drinks..coz tis drink is juz 清甜..
(was wondering whether the chili is for me to eat or juz deco...i din bite it..xD)

yea~ my fringe is bak!

the noob face again! hahax ;P

Days before exam

2010-10-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

the empty class
and it was raining outside..
kinda enjoy moment like tis though...

my dear 弯弯..whenever i felt hopeless in studies..i will look at it..
=)

Chemistry...i've been studying chem the earliest compare to other subjects..
yet..my result for chem still sucks..

my super neat hair style for juz a few days..
coz shirley broke my hairband..XD

my only company..
POOH!!! ^^v
even though it is juz a bottle..but i feel warm when i see its lovely smile =D

Sushi Zanmai with two beloved SA POs~

2010-10-02T06:12:00.000-07:00

(Thursday) Went Sushi Zanmai with two sa po > > Shirley & Vivian
LAst Saturday nite, i've actually went once with my parents to celebrate bro's early birthday...den Shirley keep say she want to eat sushi too...so does Vivian..so i promised to bring them on Thursday ~ =)
but dunno why, Wednesday nite, i've food poisoning symptom like last time...juz keep feel like vomiting n no appetite...n yes..did vomit at nite..dad faster ask me eat 'bao zhi yuan'..den 11pm...sleeping dead on bed d..(haven been sleeping so early for months) was worry tat i get food poisoning again..wat i ate for lunch?? 猪肠粉in skul...>.<
next day morning, vomit again..bt i felt super duper energetic! coz hav sufficient sleep..i guess..xD plus i've promised tat two girls who so eagerly wanna eat sushi...so..the thought of nt goin to skul..cancel~ second thought..i dun wanna write letter to Mdm Ho either..=p

Noon..the plan goes on~
i wonder wats the point of me goin there....haha..coz..i cant eat raw stuff..as my stomach aint in a very gud condition...so my target of the day..CAWANMUSHI~
but...Vivian keep mumbling all the way~ she said : "生病的人不能吃鸡蛋！"
what!? i seriously nvr hear bout tis before.....there's no such tradition in my family..so..i insist ordering cawanmushi~ =D (Vivian no eye see me d...hahax)
wanted to eat the dessert so badly..bt..i cant..T.T
so...juz order another two plates of cooked sushi..n i was so fulled after eating food in skul during Girl Guide's Installation...ask Shirley n Vivian help me eat..they dun wan..they wan order other food...>.< see me keep forcing myself finish up the two little piece of sushi...they kept laughing...
Evil! i hide myself behind the big menu book while eating..but i din realise..the book terbalik d..let them laugh again...as for me..keep "vibrating" ( a word created by shirley which stands for laughing..) coz i cant laugh out as in..my mouth was full...with sushi....T.T

little octopus (wats the name of the famous octopus?? i forget already..haha)

two from the rite were mine! haha..egg again~ =P

their favorite pose... hide their faces with their hands

fried oyster sushi! i din eat T.T can see cannot touch

the star of the day~ SPIDER ROLL ~

.................................
went to help dad collect his new trousers...bt..the worker gav me the wrong one n i din realize till i reached home..好心做错事..haiz..thougth dad no need ma fan purposely go The Garden..end up..he still got to go..lol

Just a dream - Nelly

2010-10-02T05:49:00.000-07:00

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/just-a-dream-lyrics-nelly.html ]

Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
X2

............................................................
last week i heard this song from the radio...den i couldnt stop myself from listening it again n again...haha...Tis gonna be the 2nd song of Nelly that i like after "Dilemma".. it's nt the lyrics that attract me..but the rhythm that plays a role..i rarely like a song by its lyrics.. ;P

2010-08-04T10:56:00.000-07:00

If i am granted with a wish
i would like to keep my heart temporarily in a box
lock in a locker till STPM is over
being a heartless person
coz i am easily affected by things happen around me
n is hard for me to ignore them
my EQ aint high...
for the moment..
i would rather be emotionless instead of being emotional
but...
i noe i cant =S

What u see/hear Vs The Truths

2010-08-04T10:33:00.000-07:00

Ppl...including me...
we all r excellent story creater
coz most of us...believes in what we see...
We believe tat what we see is the truths
n start assuming everything
link small things together
Tada~
a story is done...
n assuming we noe everything bout it...
but what r the truths behind all these 'pictures' or 'images' u see with ur naked eyes??

Ppl also tend to like to assume what they hear r the truths...
"you" could be you, you or you...
"he" could be he , he or he...as long as he is a male...
same goes to "she"
when ppl we r close with writing something on FB or MSN...
n tat person din specifically mention who he/she mentioning...
we will automatically put ourselve into the situation to see whether is us or not
eg. " i'm pissed off, thx to you!"
n let say u argued with tat fren a day ago...when u see tis...will u assume tat "you" is u?? it's possible tat she actually mentioning someone else ... what if she argue with her sis? her mom?? or bro?? or other frenz??

perasan?? many of us hav it...
but dun 100% believe wat u see / hear is rite...coz it's stupid if u get crazy over it..n it turn out to be another person tat ur fren is mentioning...
n NEVER assume wat u see is rite n judge a person from who they mix with...u might easily hurt a person juz by saying..."u r a gang with them...so u r the same.." u nvr noe..=)

Rational Vs Emotional

2010-08-04T09:47:00.001-07:00

i've a habit
which is talking to myself in my inner heart
n i have been doin tis from time to time

there's two side of me talking to each other
> rational side
>emotional side

in every circumstances...emotional side always come first..
whenever the emotional side affects me so badly till my mood swings
rational side will interfer

for the past two weeks...
i burst for something i kept in heart for months
n tell no one
as i could no longer bare it anymore...coz its exceeding the limit i could bare
finally, told few of them bout it...
as the emotional disease kept attack me n i dunno wat to do
i kept thinking tat i was bad...
i should not think or look at ppl tis way
coz tat person did ntg wrong
is juz the way i judge ppl from some silly stuff..
n when jealousy attacks..
my judgement could be bias..
but tt person is someone i care so much
n nvr allow ppl to hurt her
how can i allow such thoughts to affect my friendship?
rational n emotional started the war
i thought i will lose tis war
yet...i've overcome it
n came out with new theories n understandings
changed my way of viewing stuff
n jealousy is not longer exist as a factor
things tend to bak as normal as usual
though...i dun think she realise tt 'something' happen on me..xD

when i thought everything is on the right track
n i can focus on studies but nothing else
"things" juz dun allow me to do so
new "things" approach me
i wish i could ignore these stuff
but it juz so obvious n u cant act u dunno anything
how am i suppose to response to such things??
hahaz...seems like...another 'war' gonna begin soon...xD
however, something does confuse me
n i am uncertain bout tat...

somehow...i figured tat lately i dun really like to tell ppl every single thoughts in my mind...
nt even best frenz...
perhaps my mind tell me is not right to hav such thoughts
n i myself think is ridiculous too...
so is btr left unsaid..

lately, i also feel tat i dun like to get involve in other ppl's stuff anymore
is not really tat appropriate to interfere n telling ppl wat ppl should do
coz...in their mindset
they already set what they want to do..even if u wanna ask them change direction..somehow..they will still turn the steering bak to the usual direction...so wats the point?? mentally support is all they need...n will be there when they needed me..

2010-07-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

tis morning
one of my fren's dad pass away due to asthma
juz like tat
*poof*
gone
without any symptoms
and
he is gone

it would be a hard time for him
hope he will be able to go through this
stay strong my fren

..................

p.s to all my frens, appreciate what u hav rite now...u dunno when u gonna lost it..or when it gonna leave u...

2010-07-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

perhaps ppl at my age is at the stage of 探索阶段

many of them..or i should include myself in...many of US

dun really noe wat we want.??
who we are??
always cant help feeling LOST

as if..we keep encounter 十字路口
there's 3 route for u to choose
and you juz dunno which route is the right path..
which one you should choose
and most of the time..
feeling lost n fear...
coz dunno what will we be facing
or what exactly is awaiting us

没有人生目标
feel i am so useless...
T.T
kinda envy those ppl with dreams /goals/ targets
coz i dun really noe wat i want...

Shocked

2010-07-23T08:01:00.000-07:00

burst to tears twice today

T.T

in the evening,
i watched Glee
n saw the scene where the baby is given birth
its touching
yet..dunno why
i suddenly thought of those white mouse we disected for biology
those babies we saw in the mothers' uterus
and it linked to the mouse that yoke mun disect!
It was still breathing...seemed like suffocating, trying hard to breath in
its heart was still beating
the moment the nails r nailed via its hands n legs
the moment the scissor cut into its muscle
and the moment the its rib cage were broken for us to see its heart
can u imagine the pain it was suffering???
it was juz half unconscious!!!! WTH!!!
PAIN!!!!! those scenes juz keep repeating in my head...
i dun feel tat bad disecting a dead mouse..
but..seeing ppl disecting a half unconscious mouse is...worse than ever
cried..after thinking back wat happened in the lab..
for the mouse...
n..to the lives tat were ended in their mothers' dead body..

nite...around 8pm
reached skul n saw shirley, rebbie, adrian, cj, and ys
we were goin to giv calvin a surprise party..today is Calvin's birthday
cj asked ys n i bring the cake up first
n thank goodness...we did
coz..
when ys, tim n i were preparing the cake halfway
we heard a big door bang
i thought calvin reached
cj n rebbie ran up to inform us
but it wasnt
they were chased after by a snatch thief
adrian was injured n totally shocked...
shirley was still okay
everyone was shocked actually
the environment was damn freaking scary
everyone was not in the mood for tuition or surprise party anymore
n i am really really lucky tat i left earlier n followed ys bak to class..
coz..i was having my laptop in my skul bag
n i dun think i will be react tat fast as shirley
perhaps..will stun there like rebbie...
though i din encounter the snatch thief by myself
listening to others disciption is already scary enough
feeling a little scare while driving bak
n dunno why
burst to tears while driving halfway
tried to control myself..n manage to control my tears...
coz i was telling myself..i am not far from home...things wil be fine right after i reach home
coz my dad will be there
n guess wat
what awaits me was an empty home..
my parents aint at home!!!
i dun even dare to step out of my car...under the dark nite..
tried to phone my parents
but there was no answer
first time...feeling so scare to step down of my car
cant stop the fear tat growing stronger in my heart
til daddy reach home..
cant wait to tell him everything
n of coz...
crying while telling..HAha...
xD
i dun even cried at my tuition place..
i juz listened..n felt lucky
a little bit of fear n tats all
but...
perhaps..
my shock receptors r much slower than other ppl's
coz thats the only reason why my tears always came much later after things happened..

True Colours

2010-06-26T11:46:00.000-07:00

You with the sad eyes

Don't be discouraged

Oh I realize

It's hard to take courage

In a world full of people

You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful,

Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,

Don't be unhappy,

can't remember

When I last saw you laughing

If this world makes you crazy

And you've taken all you can bear

You call me upBecause you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful,

Like a rainbow

suddenly fall in love with this song...*like!!!*

Teacher's Day

2010-06-25T09:45:00.000-07:00

After spending a week on these

after sacrificing my sleep time

~Tada~

Happy Teacher's Day!!

and not to forget

gotta thanks my classmates for helping too~

TQ~

(special thanks to keh hau...though he has little prob on differentiating colours..yet..he's the 1st one to offer to help me le...)

This is the coolest teacher's day i ever had!

and i guess...today is the craziest day i ever had in skul too

haha...

whole bunch of form 6 students

shouting like mad ppl just released from Tanjung Rambutan

dun get it?? haha

well...when teachers r having their jamuan...students r all gathered in the skul hall and sport centre to watch CHS idol winners to perform

proudly announce

we hav 5 winners from form 6!

Fei Ching > solo (3rd)+ duet(1st)

Kien Hong> duet(1st)

Shirley + Hui En + Sheen Yeen > group (3rd)

all of us (form 6) just cheer like as if we r in a concert (with banner)

and we r like in our own world happily doin wat we want to do

langsung tak ada image

very hyper all the time

other forms? they just look at us...and laugh

haha...

but den who cares~

last yr d!!

some of us even ran up to the stage when shirley's group was performing!

after cheering for them in the hall

we ran to the sport centre for 2nd round

but den the lower forms

all very sien

not macam the higher form...will at least giv response to our sot-ness

not to forget bout Vera Tan!! Rebecca's sis!

I love her sexy voice!!!

*thumbs up!!*

the Super Junior dance also not bad!!

yeng~

few quite leng zai too...

haha...

still kinda hyper rite now

cant stop thinking wat happened for the entire day

lol

FORM 6 ROCKS!

Father's Day outing~

2010-06-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

Well...Happy Father's DAy daddy~~~

erm...i had belanja him makan two weeks earlier...

so today din do anything for him..

just wished him only xD

noon time...

as usual..big gathering~ with my relatives..

all celebrated father;s day together

and also my 6th aunt's birthday

oh ya

Happy Birthday aunty Joyce~

we went to starhill

one of the restaurant called Gonbei

its a japanese restaurant

japanese buffet!!!

yummy~

opposite Jogoya...but i think...Jogoya nicer..i guessed...HEhe

here r some pic~

here r the fathers~

1st : my daddy!!! ^^ v

2nd : my uncle!

3rd : 2nd cousin bro in law

p.s. supposely hav 4 fathers..but my 1st cousin bro in law got to stay at home look after his daughter (sick jor) ... so 1st cousin sis brought another 2 kid along to eat..while her husband stayed at home..lol..funny eh?is father's day, father need to stay at home pulak...what to do..only he can control the naughty girl..xD

okay...not to forget...the birthday one~ my aunt ^^

now

lets hav a look at some of the food~

baskin robin ice-cream!! eat as much as u can!! RAWR~

^^v

wat ya do after eating??

well...

tats what i did

chocolate drawing!!!

erm..these r those left over chocolate...not wasting it..

from this

change to

this!!

does it look like a tree to u?? xD

bamboo!!

pang pang pang~ time to say sayonara~

~~BYE~

2010-06-18T09:43:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes life can knock you down

but you can choose whether yes or not to stand up back"

a quote from Karate Kid

nice movie

~ i like it~

acting yeng..but not yeng..i noe =.=''

Little angel ^^

2010-06-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

She's cute rite!?

She nvr fail to bring laughters to me

though sometimes she'll be crying for nothing

she's just so so so ADORABLE!!

Do you know how to stop her tears??

Banana~

She'll straight away stop crying n smile

Today , she was crying for a banana again~

okay...she gt it...

after finishing it..

she cried again =.=''

(coz my aunt scare she eat the banana skin so faster throw it away)
i cant stand d

den i scolded her...

"没得吃就哭，吃了还哭"

"你到底为什么哭啊？''

(with a 'fierce' look)

guess wat

she stop crying d!

tat time i was watching world cup

din bother her d

she came over...

patted my leg

den keep 摇来摇去

somemore wan to sit on my lap

p.s. she dun dare look at me...with the shy shy look..

knowing tat i scolded her n wan manja me bak

(she cant express with words yet..coz learning to talk now..xD)

waliao!!!!

真是哭笑不得

>.<

CUTE!!

=P

2010-06-15T08:24:00.000-07:00

just read back my space

and

memories flashed back~

kinda funny when read bak wat i had written

but

i got to be a little bit SS here

my chinese aint bad man!!

haha...i mean..

last time...(not now)

Three 3 8 girls' outing~

2010-06-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

okay...

i shall annouce bankruptcy from now onwards!!!!

thanks to my dear xin ni & poh li!!!

we hav been eating the whole day~

>went tropicana sushi tei for lunch

>movie : marmaduke

>waffle

>ss2 pasar malam...eat along the street from the begining to the end

> went to gei dak sek for sai mai loh *nice*

when skul reopen

i must save money le!!!!

anti spending

so can hav next outing...HEHE~

Rainbow

2010-06-14T09:19:00.000-07:00

Have u ever seen a full RAINBOW before???

well...

i dont...

and...

it's my first time...

seeing FULL rainbow!!!!

(in Melaka)

so cool n nice

1st half

2nd half

(its too big that it just cant suit into one shoot)

rainbow with orangy SUN~

Precious of my life

2010-06-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

Parents
>they r the reason why do I exist in this world
>there'll be a very long list to list out all the reasons why parents r precious to me...so..u noe..i noe..=)

Sibling

>he will be there for me whenever i need him

Aunt

>everyone depends on her alot...she's another superwoman i noe besides my mom~ she's been taking care of me since standard 1 till now...

Uncle

>erm...without him...i will hav lot of transport problems...Haha...wan eat? need help??find him! he wat also 'ok!'

FrenZ

>without frens...my life is nothing but a piece of blank paper....no matter happy or sad....one thing for sure...they'll always be by my side... ... ... Imagine life without a single fren??

Best frenz

>when I hav prob...when I'm down...they'll nvr feel tired listening to me again n again...their shoulders are always prepared for me to cry on....nvr stop receiving warm msgs from them...Xin Ni even treated me as if I'm her lover...think of ways (chocolates per day/ jokes per day)...just to cheer me up...thanks dudes..

>no matter happy or sad...they'll just be there...to share out our sadness n happiness...and they will nvr leave u behind or alone...

Love

>is process of life tat we'll go through...sweet n bitter...up n down...it makes our life more interesting, challenging n colourful....we cant avoid falling down...but everytime u fall...u've grown up =)

BORED!!!

2010-06-10T09:31:00.001-07:00

today i'm totally bored! maybe bcoz yesterday had too much fun with U6Bians...today suddenly feel like...nothing to do...almost bored to death~

sleep till noon...drove to aunt house...cooked instant noodles as my breakfast + lunch...sambil makan sambil watched Alice In The Wonderland...hang around here n there at aunt house..dunno wat to do...tried to study but not successful...headache reading my chem textbook...daddy phoned..ask me wanna go popular tonite or not...of coz!!! so happy can step out of the house...den 5pm went to sleep again...wake at 7pm..bathed n ate dinner waiting for daddy to come bak...

okay...Ikano's Popular so big...but i only found one of the books tat i needed...somemore it was in a not so good condition..so i din buy it...decided to buy from SBL..which is...just a road across aunt house =.='' end up...i bought rm30 punya sationaries~ lol..expensive yea? ? love 'shopping' in popular..hehe...sure got things to buy...

before going bak home...i asked daddy for a weird request..."daddy..i want eat popcorn~" dad was like...why u wan buy popcorn when u aint watching movies at the cinema? no reasons...i just feel like eating popcorns! ! so...walked pass The Curve n to Cineleisure..just for the sake of a packet of popcorns!! xD yummy~ ^^v

as for daddy...he had a carving for doughnuts! so went to buy big apples doughnuts...wow...seems v really too long din buy doughnuts d..coz i din noe there's so many new flavours...end up dunno wat to order...=p *milky way not bad!!!*

........ .......... ................ ............... .............................. .....................

kinda bored...so went to read other ppl's blog...and...i saw my name in one of it! haha...
okay...i think i have the responsibility to clearify something~~~
so ATTENTION!
at the SUFES camp...that nite after the nite hiking...many of us not planning to sleep early...most of us were gossiping~
vivian, chun hui and i was chit chatting at the ground...den i said i wanna go take something to eat...went bak to get koropok...den met shi ning halfway...she said she wanna go sit swing...without further thinking...i offered to go with her...during daytime..the swings were 'fully booked' ...so..i dumped vivian n chun hui waiting...happily go sit swing with shining sambil enjoy eating the koropok~ the swings like had glue on it...me n shining sat on it for 3 hrs continuosly...keep talk talk talk talk n din pay much attention to the time...
till~~~ chun hui n vivian came look for us...i was like...oh o~~~~~ xD haha...
but thats not the main thing...the main problem i've caused...was let other ppl misunderstanding tat both of them hav "thing" going on...pai seh la~~~ coz..one boy one girl..sitting on the ground..talk so long...dunno them de sure thought they r *ahem*..so...hey ppl...dun 看图作文d k?? ^^ coz they really innocent de~

Outing + Fish's early birthday celebration

2010-06-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

I just cant stop loving holidays!!

Went to Sunway Pyramid with my classmates to celebrate KA's early birthday

and

also take it as a chance for all of us to release STRESS~

coz..

EXAM was OVER

HOLIDAYS r HERE!

We went Redbox and sang from 11am - 3pm

(very syok~keep...shouting..haha)

Sushi King for lunch

and

hanging around searching a nice dress/ skirt for our dear Jojo!(coz she the only skirt she has is skul uniform!)

of coz

the rest of the girls

also did try on some nice clothes

tried tis at "Kitschen"!! I like the vest mix with tat shirt..

but..two of them cost more than hundred ringgit!!

so..can see..can touch...can try...can take photos..CANNOT buy~ XD

p.s...i seriously wanna go PENANG!!! T.T

World Ocean Day

2010-06-08T07:30:00.000-07:00

It's World Ocean Day!

*read newspaper only noe gt such day wan*

The aim of having world ocean day is just to remind US a.k.a human to appreciate what we have and we all have the responsibility to protect it and conserve it.

so..just passing the msg on...

~SAVE our OCEAN~

some japanese actually eat dolphins!! *pain!!*
i wonder...how many of them left in this world??

Ocean can live without human
but
we cant live without ocean
so...
what u gonna do??

there's many creatures yet to be explored

save our ocean

if not u aint gonna hav the chance to noe that they do actually exist

corals...

they r getting lesser n lesser

perhaps

few centuries later

what we left

are rocks

which are formed from dead corals

Call me the CHEF~

2010-06-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

yes

i'm the chef for the day!

mom just bought some cooking books from MPH few days ago

yesterday nite too bored

flipped through the books

and decided to cook dinner tonite

coz i'm gonna bored to death at aunt house

~ ~ ~

*proud*

erm..ok la..i only cook two dishes for 10 ppl

and average...an hour per dish

comments??

hehe...range from 5-10

daddy la...say if giv too high den no improvement

so need giv lower first.. %$^%$@^

RANdom!

2010-06-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

Random!

Its almost 1am..

I'm still awake

not tat i'm preparing for exam

or studying

it's just merely bcoz

I'm havin holidays!!!

dun feel like going to sleep though i hav nothing to do here

facebook? nothing to do there

watch movie? not clear..spoiled my mood..dun wanna watch d

read books? not now(maybe 2mr morning ^^)

wat else??

blog nonsense!!

pic taken a year ago~

pic taken..2 months ago~

难得我会自拍耶！

change vs remain

2010-06-07T09:21:00.001-07:00

Environment around us is always changing

Things changes from time to time

so does people around us

and

ourselves

according to biology...erm..dunno what theory d..

living things changes themselves in order to survive in a changing environment

and those who changed survive

those remain the same will slowly be eliminated

~smile~

2010-06-07T09:04:00.000-07:00

其实

快乐并不难

只要用心

去聆听

去感受

身边一些小小事务

都可以让你打从心里

微笑

乖时像天使

闹起脾气来~天啊~

但，若少了这两个小瓜

生活会少了很多的乐趣

笑一个！

2010-06-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

Rainbow not necessary will appear after thunders n rain~

but

u'll see the sun shines

2010-06-02T04:04:00.000-07:00

THIS IS THE END OF STORY.... TAT'S IT!!

FAITH

2010-05-22T07:18:00.000-07:00

Have FAITH in what you do

Have FAITH in what you think

Have FAITH in what you say

Have FAITH in what you love

FAITH makes all things possible

*quote from a bookmark..given by my dear mortal =) *

warm warm heart!

2010-05-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

家中的公主生病了
吐，泻，烧，甚至晕倒
把爸爸妈妈吓坏了
现是往24小时诊所跑
回家继续昏睡
晚上再往医院跑
爸爸放工就赶回家
尤其是妈妈
不曾离开过半步
谢谢爸爸
谢谢妈妈
*因为，在他们眼里，我永远是长不大的孩子，也因为如此，在他们面前，我依然是个孩子*
（还有我哥哥！一直打电话来check)

当然，
少不了我亲爱的朋友们！！
虽然一再吩咐不要来探望我（我真的怕会传染啦！）
他们还是来了
>.<
心暖暖的！

还有,
原来，医院里有很多可爱的护士哦！
^^
看到她们
心情也会变好
偶尔撒娇以下
可以不用喝难吃得药耶
^^V

谢谢大家
你们的关心
我都感受到了！

breakthrough

2010-05-19T03:01:00.000-07:00

同样是星期三
同样的地点
不同的场景

Today, it's my 2nd time drove to MV.
(1st time was with xin ni and hui ning)
Followed Shirley & Vivian to The Garden's foodcourt to study.(nice environment ^^)
Unlike the past, we didnt go to eat ice-cream, as Wed is a 'pink day'...
I used to doubt my ability...coz i'm afraid to drive to places where i'm not familiar to
though MV is not something new...but yes...I was nervous to drive there...
and i was so proud of myself when i reached (i noe is ntg special to u guys)
yet,to me, it's a breakthrough...
around 5pm,
I walked bak to the carpark alone...
felt weird though..coz..i was so used to..have u around
Again...i was nervous!!
coz..i nvr drive bak home from MV without ppl in my car leading me before!
and i only drove bak from MV ONCE...which was...few months ago..
took a deep breath
and started the engine
yes..i did find my way home..safely..
yes...i've proven myself again
and yes...it's another breakthrough
perhaps...sometimes..i just lack of self-confidence
keep doubting on myself
and actually, i aint that weak
just that, ppl wont be independant
when they hav someone to rely on
and when u r alone
u'll eventually realised..
u can do many things which u used to think u cant
I used to claim that I'm 路痴
coz I just cant memorised the roads and places
but when it's the time that u need to find ur way out
Ur brain will start to recall bak ur memories
and ur heart will actually tell u which is the right way
and lead you home

我相信

2010-05-15T06:27:00.000-07:00

几天下来。。。
我听了不少意见与看法
因为慌了。。。
不知道该怎么办
所以会一直告诉身边的人
“我不知道该怎么办。。。我应该怎么办？”
就像是一艘小船，在大海中不小心把指南针给弄丢了
大家很担心。。。纷纷试着指引我
不同人
不同意见
不同看法
也试着用他们觉得管用的方式来指引我
或许某些人觉得应该跟着太阳升起的方向一直走
或许某些人觉得，应该跟着月亮的方向
星星的方向。。。等等。。。
这几天。。。
我试着往不同的方向驶去
但每一次没多久，就会把方向盘转回原来的方向
因为，我内心早已决定要跟着星星的方向驶去
只是大家都反对
说我傻。。。不值得。。。
试着劝我往其他方向驶去
因为害怕。。因为不安。。因为慌了手脚
很容易就被影响
但。。。违背着自己的意愿
往其他方向驶去
反而更痛苦
所以又把方向盘转回向着星星的方向
这时有人又要我想这想那。。
我不是不听
大家说的我都有听。。都有想。。
我已很努力去寻找一个平衡点
大家却非得把我拉到另一端
不同的声音不断的回响着
我要疯了！！
你们希望我能做会开心的我
但，做违背我心愿的事
除了痛苦。。。我也变得不像我了
意见是供参考
但，很多事，是要自己去领悟出来的
在感情上
我很执着
对于某些事物
我是非常的执着
我相信
每个人对于感情的看法不一样
执着的事物也不同
也因为这样
每个人都不一样
每个人的恋情也有它们的差异
我相信星星
虽然星星会‘闪’
时而不见
但，我依然相信着
我没在逃
只是，我面对的方式和你们不一样
谢谢'你'提醒了我
我对星星该有的信任与信心

2010-05-12T03:27:00.000-07:00

It's a hard time
but
it's a challenge
i'm not tough
but
i'm not weak
No matter how lost am i
I'll try to find my way through
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tat's ME!

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-09T01:40:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day!!!!!

thx for being such a good mother

*love*

I didnt spend a cent on buying gifts for mommy

I only prepared lunch for everyone

>>fried rice!

( fried rice normal enough le bah?? =.='')

btw, bro is going to belanja us dinner!

including my da yi and ah tio..

got abalone to eat!!

(1st time eating real abalone)

~yum yum~

Ray Mak

2010-05-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

Seems like there isn't any songs which he cant play

>>>Ray Mak>>>

*salute*

http://www.makhonkit.com/

http://www.youtube.com/user/makhonkit#p/a/u/1/yrc9e01BnOI

I wish i could play like him!!!

What You Waiting For lyrics

2010-04-30T08:50:00.000-07:00

[colby]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me want get this party started
hey baby comein tell me what this all
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[mizz nina]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me wanna get a little notty
hey baby come in get it it's all yours
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[colby]
its your birthday
so tell me what's you want it too

[mizz nina]
its my birthday
im really wanna get with you

[colby]
drop the beat now and may be we can get it started

[mizz nina]
will go insane and take you to the after party

[colby]
so what's your name hey baby what's your name oh yeah

[mizz nina]
sexys my name yea sexys my name

[colby]
ok and whats your game hey baby what's your game
[mizz nina]
ok i like to play..i ..i like to play

[colby]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me want get this party started
hey baby comein tell me what this all
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[mizz nina]
baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me wanna get a little notty
hey baby come in get it it's all yours
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for

[colby]
hey sexy girl from kuala lumpur
[mizz nina]
hey baby that's me i'll be on the dance floor

[colby]
i got you with surprise we pop in up in VIP
[mizz nina]
and if i ask nice can i take you home with me

baby let's get crazy come and loose control
you want to tear up after party
i know you wants some more
i wanna see you with that body ???

baby come and get it
what you what you waiting for

Craving for playing piano!

2010-04-30T08:44:00.000-07:00

I'm looking for music sheets now!!!
I have plenty songs in my list which i wanted to learn.
yet
is sooooooo soooo soooooo difficult to get all those music sheets for FREE!
need google here n there...link here n there...just to get one
......
last time when i was in primary
i only play piano when i was going to sit for exam soon
and weekly piano lesson (i nvr practise at home..everyweek go sight read...tats why sight read in real exam always score high marks..haha)
after i stopped my piano lesson in form 5
i only touch the piano when i;m in the mood of playing it
and i dunno why
recently i always have the craving for playing piano
it's so cool when you can actually play ur favourite songs
~~
I'm despo for the music sheets!!
especially
'what you waiting for' by mizznina ft colby!!
>.<
argh
dunno gonna wait how long only can get it
T.T

Are you waiting for it ???

2010-04-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

"Are you waiting for him to say it? " she asked
I stared at the screen for quite some while...
n realised something which i did not notice before that...
No...i din wait for it...to my surprise...why i didnt??
i dunno...haha...
maybe from what i had experienced from the past
words and actions
are some how...not related
ppl can say whatever they wan
but ppl not necessarily will be able to do what they have said or promised
and what they said might not be what they think
Ppl can say tell you anything you do like to listen or you wish to listen just to make u happy
yet...r they able to do so?? only times can prove it...
No matter how powerful a word is...
if it occur daily...or too often...
ppl will immune to it
and it will end up as normal as a "Hi"
perhaps tis explains why...

我的哥哥

2010-04-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

在我还是个小丫头的时候
哥哥常常会背着我玩
他很高
我只要伸出手就能摸到风扇
所以每当哥哥背起我时
大人们总是在那唠唠叨叨的

他很大吃
也很贪吃
而我挑食
所以我们是反义词
偶尔我们也会抢吃

我最喜欢拿张椅子
坐在哥哥身边看他玩电脑
小小年纪的我会玩CS，war craft 等等
不出奇
偶尔
我们也会抢那唯一一架电脑
甚至打出手
当然我一定是输家
拜托，我俩一个来自大人国
一个来自小人国耶

小时后
我很爱哭
被讲俩句
泪水就在眼眶里打滚
大了
被讲时不会哭了
但哥哥的一通电话
就让我哭得连话也说不出了
那时考试压力大
哥哥打电话替我加油
我却像个受尽委屈的小孩
哭成泪人了

以前和哥哥住在同个屋檐下
难免会有争吵
哥哥到其他地方读书后
却觉得家里很静
不习惯

以前害怕黑暗
独自睡觉
有一次
哥哥房间漏水
跑来和我睡
虽然他snore 到很大声很吵
但我依然睡得很安心

以前家里进过贼
心里难免害怕
但weekend哥哥在家
心也安心了很多
仿佛天塌下来也不会害怕

每次遇到大问题
压力，学业，感情
或不懂如何与家人沟通的时候
我第一个想到的是哥哥

现在哥哥偶尔回来
虽然我习惯性呆在房里
不会刻意去和哥哥谈心之类的
家里传来哥哥的说话声
内心却有奇怪的感觉
那颗心
是温暖的
=）

DiNnEr~ =)

2010-04-11T09:36:00.000-07:00

this is the 2nd time...i'm in-charge for the dinner!

maybe watched too much Asia Food Channel lately

have a strong feeling of trying new stuff

and

TADA!

i did it

tomato mushi?? (modified from cawanmushi..)

hmm..what should i name tis..roasted mushroom with potato? the square thing on top is the cheesy~

(feel so proud of this...hahaha..coz i simply do wan...n end up taste nice =P )

scores got from parents :

mom > 8
dad > 6

mean score = 7

2010-04-09T11:26:00.000-07:00

Things will be EASY if we are able to make up our mind and be able to decide what we should do next

.....

yet

....

it could be as TOUGH as possible if one couldnt make a decision

just another random post

I'm just so in the mood for music today

2010-04-09T11:04:00.000-07:00

when was my last time playing piano for 4 hrs??

years ago~~

how long exactly?

i dun even remember at all...haha

yesterday printed some music sheets

cant wait to go bak to aunt house to practice it after skul today

all this while...i'm just repeating the songs i used to play with

coz there's no new songs that i'm really interested in

and another reason is

i cant get the music sheets of the songs i wanted

thus, the frequency of playing piano becomes lesser n lesser

however

today,i broke my personal record!

normally when i see songs with 5 flats / 5 sharps

i'll immediately skip that song

indirectly give up to learn it

but today, 2 out of 4 songs i printed are with 5 sharps/ 5 flats

and i learned both!!

n somehow..addicted to it..

keep repeat the songs again n again in order to play them fluently

pity my uncle n aunt...

causing so much...'noise' to them

~pai seh~

cant wait for monday to come

so can go aunt house play piano again

*btw, drum is cool! when'll be the next band practise???? *

Another Random Post

2010-04-02T01:45:00.000-07:00

mom bought a new blending machine

and these are the results of our 'experiments'

>carrot/apple/orange/ a slice of lemon /ice/water

>papaya/orange/ banana/ fresh milk/ice/water
....

there'll be more coming up soon !

provided...we hav time to do so...xD

Here Comes The Chef!

2010-04-02T01:11:00.000-07:00

Good Friday = CHS school holiday!

woke up kinda early..but since it is a holiday, i went back to sleep again until 11am only willing to drag myself out from my lovely bed...^^

Ate fresh milk + cornflakes as my breakfast..

as for lunch...i dont want to eat instant mee aGaIn! so i went to search the refrigerator...

and these are wat i can cook with :

egg + tomato + cheese

>cut the tomatoes into pieces

>tear the cheese into small pieces

>add in the eggs

> + pepper + salt

>let it steam for 10 mins

.....

TaDaaA~~

DONE!
.....

....

it dont look good eh?
but it's really delicious!

can see the cheesy melted??
yummy~

Blur Day!

2010-03-23T09:41:00.000-07:00

okay..this is weird enough...i've been acting very blur for the entire day! 4 cases in a day!

1st > after house practice, shirley, vivian, sue long, laura, yeong shing and me stayed back for out biology proposal...after editing the files...i wanted to save them up...but...dunno why i couldnt save all the files...had been trying for few times....keep change the file name tis n tat...n guess wat...i clicked on the 'open file' icon instead of 'save file' icon! of coz cannot save the files lar!!! duh~

2nd> I've been complaining tat the lock of my car trunk (jee khoon said it is call as call trunk..coz i dunno wat it call in proper english...=p) abit sot sot dei..coz sometimes...i can open it by using the key...but sometimes...cant...i have been wondering whats wrong with it...and..cj always can open it with the key! till today.........only......i figured out........why............
I USED THE WRONG KEY!!!! so...lame and....fish!! all this while..i kept using the key for locking the car instead of the key for opening the car door!!! blur enough.......it took me few months to discover the problem...!!!=.=''

3rd> yeong shing phoned me...and told me tat i've sent the wrong file to everyone...and...yes...i sent the file to them before i saved it..so....in other words...i sent them bak the actual file....pai seh~

4th>i resend the edited version to everyone...yet...yeong shing kept complaint tat he did not receive....sometimes email takes some time to receive..i asked him to wait...half an hour later...still the same...asked him refresh the page...sign out n sign in again...bla bla bla...
den...bout an hour later..... ' !!!! ' only i realised...i sent to everyone..except yeong shing...coz i just forward bak the mail to ppl i sent in the evening...(exclueded YS bcoz he asked me to save in his pendrive d!) So he wasnt in the forward list...I din send to him..of coz he wont receive la!!!!!!!!XD

Maybe too many things to be done..need to remember this n tat...end up...>>>blurer n blurer~

Bukit Cahaya

2010-03-19T03:51:00.000-07:00

hmm...wat a day...=P
..
..
While on the way to Bukit Cahaya, we met a small accident..xD yes...it was so minor that the driver who bang our car dun even sense it at all!!! n he just happily...Bbbrrrooommm~~~~ gone~~~ while ppl in my car screamed like dunno what... hello uncle?? it was an one way lane ok?? pls queue up n stop cutting into ppl's lane lar! We didn't stop down our car to check on the damage caused...but after hearing the 'kena bang' sound...i felt terrible...i couldnt imagine how'll my car look like..the most important thing is..i dunno how to tell daddy!!! n start to imagine wat kind of reaction he might giv to me...scold me..stop me from driving...dun let me join any outing...bla bla bla...almost cried in the car..but i kept controlling myself not to..yet..i failed after seeing the damage caused after we reached the destination...i dunno how to explain how i felt..it was like...OMG + relief coz it was not badly damage...but..thank goodness! the front light is save!!!! *if nt..my dad wont just say 'nvm' * phew~yes...dad didnt scold me =D lucky~
..
..
ok..the cycling part...hmm...i learned cycle the day before i went...2 hrs of learning...n here i am to cycle at bukit cahaya...xD hence...i'm the slowest of all...n the one who kept falling down from the bike...especially when goin down the hills!!! sorry~ to keep u waiting..>.<.. really really sorry....caused u to miss out lot of fun ...sorry ar~
my heartbroken when saw my beloved watch got scratch!!! though hands n legs gt hurt a little..but it were not as bad as seeing my watch got 'hurt' ...T.T..it was just few months old...sorry my dear watch..
somehow...after i changed my bike..only i realised..the first bike..its brake gt problem wan!! no wonder goin down the hills that time i brake also macam no brake...
..
..
there's lotus lake...season house...little zoo...n bla bla bla...
season house was cool + cold! haha...it was the first time i saw tulips!!! yes..rite in front of me! but they aint in a very good condition la...xD if u want to see snow..go during december =)
..
..
as for lunch..we had cj's fried rice, shirley's muffin & jojo's sandwich !
ppl who interested in goin...remember to try the jelly coconut!!!!! must try o..
..
..
after tat...fetched En back to KK..n yes..i saw that fatty cuttie Sugar! *is a dog..haha*
-end-

2nd band pratice

2010-03-16T03:36:00.000-07:00

Finally, here's the 2nd band practice after...dunno how many months~xD
Tis time i didn't touch the keyboard at all..coz i noe i am damn lousy in playing chords....so of coz let the pro to do it>>> Shirley!
Actually, I just wish to help u guys taking pictures while u all were practising..but den..Shirley kept ask me to sing! OMG~~~~~ >.< ~~~~~~~ my singing was ....terrible!! I dun hav confidence in singing, my voice is not suitable for singing, n i dont dare to sing alone la. yes...i did sing in the end...though it didnt sound good...haha..=P kheng aik > drum
timothy & jia le > guitar
shirley > keyboard
cj & i >sing

songs we played were >> LUCKY!!!! *very nice song o*
>>1234

when's the 3rd band practice? haha..dunno...
*fish's coach's wedding is on september...and we were asked to perform...but our trial is on september too!! i'm kinda worry whether we'll be able to make it or not..as u noe..timing..and...parents allow or not is also a problem..>.< *

Outing with JK & SF

2010-02-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

after i left Sunway, i haven really got a chance to hang out with jee khoon! the..Sha Po~ hahaha~ kinda miss her alot..coz we used to zat each other alot and always stick together in college....finally..today i went out with her n shiew foong~ ^^v~ jee khoon..as usual..the same...xD whereas...shiew foong changed alot d o.. =)

we ate McDonald, watched Percy Jackson and The Lightning Theif and went kim gary to yam cha again...

in btw...something dramatic happened...jee khoon's bro wanted to follow us...but...we didn;t buy his ticket leh..sorry~ den...some chasing chasing things going on at the mall loh..xD

and guess wat...me n shiew foong..both..wear clothes which is 95% alike!!! both of us macam bodyguard walking beside jee khoon...lol...

~take care my frens~

gonna miss u all alot

jee khoon!
see...95% alike...

happy chinese new year!

2010-02-14T08:38:00.000-08:00

~Happy Chinese New Year!~

祝大家：

身体健康

平平安安

万事如意

心想事成

as for fellow form 6 frens:

学业进步

stpm 一起来score A!

grandmother(johor):

早日康复

grandmother(kl):

龙马精神

family:

和和气气

开开心心

出入平安

everyone:

笑口常开！

U'll never know what will happen tommorow

2010-02-06T23:31:00.000-08:00

yesterday while i was in my dream...
my phone vibrated n woke me up..
it was an unknown number...
i dunno who will be calling me early in the morning! it was about 5 something early in the morning while i was enjoying sleeping~
den i hesitated for some moment...before i answered the phone
it was...Lxxxx...
"hui yee..do u have pn see number?"
"nope"
"do u have any other teacher's phone number?"
"ya"
"can u give me?"
"ok,i'll msg u the number" ( i was just about to end the conversation n bak to my sleep)
"coz...i cant go to skul today..." (as usual..i thought)..(but i was wrong)
"my mom passed away today"
"WAT!? wat happen!? are u okay???????"
"erm...she passed away..it was so sudden...she passed away while she was sleeping"
"how come!?"
"i dunno..it happened in a sudden..i think she cant breath den she passed away"
"are u okay??? "
"erm..help me tell teacher i cant go skul today n monday"
"sure..dun worry..now u better have a rest...i'l tell teacher..."
"ok..thanks..bye bye"
"bye bye"

it was still 5 something in the morning...still early for me..and i couldnt get back to sleep...
i just posted something related to death the night before in my blog..n someone lost her love one during the midnight...lying on the bed...with my mind fresh after being shocked by the news...cried...for wat? i dunno...cried for her mom...cried for my fren...n was more afriad with death again...can u imagine...someone lost her mom..in a sudden...just within a nite! the night before..she could still see her mom..saying goodnight to her...while she was sleeping..her mom passed away..and the moment she opened her eyes..she lost her mom!

we'll never know when's the end of each life...every life have their limit...u'll never know what are waiting for u the moment u wake up from ur dream...life can be long and it can be short too..
i treasured every single moment..that i spent with my family n frens....

going to my fren;s house later to send our concern to her...hope she'll be able to walk out from this incident as soon as possible...and she'll never be alone as she still has us!

2010-02-05T07:42:00.000-08:00

刚才无意间发现了这张照片。。。
照片里的每一个人。。都变了。。。
哥哥。。。变肥了啦！呵呵~
外公。。。去世了。。。
外婆。。。唉。。。老人痴呆症越来越严重。。。最近，跌伤了。。。身体更虚弱。。。目前刚出院，需人家的扶持才能走动。。。
妈妈。。爸爸。。。白头发也越来越多了。。。
而我。。。已不再是个小丫头了。。。

时间真的过的好快啊！！！
T.T
人总是要经历生，老，病，死
即使从小就知道这原理。。。
但至今。。我依然无法勇敢去面对。。。
害怕看见身边的人变老。。。尤其是家人
害怕老人家生病。。。怕病魔乘机把她们带走
更加害怕失去身边的每一个人
还记得小时候，我曾经问过妈妈：妈咪，人一定会死吗？人要怎样才不会死呢？
爸爸那时就笑我，而妈妈就骗我：那要吃多点补品，人参之类的东西咯。。
那简直就是在欺骗小孩子嘛

我们永远不知道明天，后天，大后天。。。会发生什么事
所以，要好好地珍惜。。身边的每一个人

希望外婆的身子能快快康复。。。
好想念。。。
那个会帮我补破了的玩偶的外婆
那个总是面带仁慈的笑容的外婆

2010-01-31T05:59:00.000-08:00

....
.....
.......
........
argh...
Zzzzz......i'm sleepy!!!!

have been sleeping for the entire day! woke at 12.30pm...
studied maths...after looking through few examples...i fell alseep..
hence...
slept again at 4.30pm till 7.30pm..
suppose to be very 'jing shen' but...the moment i sit down & start doin my muet report...
i feel sleepy again..T.T
tat's why...i'm here to blog...
hope that tis can wake me up a little!
chao~ bak to muet report first...
x_x
zzzzZzzZZZzZzZ

2010-01-25T06:47:00.001-08:00

last friday...22 of Jan..

was my birthday!!!

thanks to my fellow classmates

they tried to give me n pn tan surprise...

chun hui went to switch off the fan during maths period

i thought

he switch off

is becoz of... ... ..

mana tau

is bcoz they wanted to light up the candles!!

while keh hau suddenlly went out to do maths to distract teacher;s attention!

till i heard the sound of the lighter only i realise wat was goin on!

they r celebrating for me n pn tan!

thank you ppl =)

n thanks for the gifts too!!

i love them alot! really nice leh!

>shirley> ur taste very good leh..hehe...

celebrated my birthday one day earlier with my parents ^^

coz i went for a costume party on friday nite..cant celebrate with them

2nd sis bought me durian cake!!!

it taste nice o!

n parents bought me swatch as my gift

while brother bought me a tortoise which hav lights shown out to the walls..n..tada~stars appear in my room!!! nice nice!!

i'm 19 jor!!!

2010-01-25T06:03:00.000-08:00

two weeks ago...something happen...

n it made me unhappy for quite a few days

have been down for tat few days

n all this while

i wasn't alone!

a bunch of frens is by my side

concerning about me from time to time

thank you ppl ^^

yea...

like wat i was told

is not worthy

not at ALL

hence~

for the entire week

besides stress from skul activities

i was in a very good condition^^

no tears for other stuff besides stress only

...just..once...on thrusday..xD

Tada~ tats wat CJ gave me on monday to cheer me up..TQ~

2010-01-17T05:57:00.000-08:00

慧仪，加油！！！

相通了^^

2010-01-17T04:16:00.000-08:00

折磨了几天
事情终算告一段落了
Lot of thanks to my dear cousin (sandy) ^^
without you...i dun think i could finish the conversation n ask wat i wanted to ask ^^
sometimes...things wont always ended how u wish it could...
this is life...ppl face problems all the time..and they learn n grow
close your eyes...
n leave ur mind blank for 10 seconds
the moment u open ur eyes
u'll realise
this world isnt small
n...ppl r always by ur side..supporting u from time to time

tQ sifu~ tq GT~
n dude! (yes..u..jd) stop blaming urself...
if one thing is meant to be happen...
it will happen
just the matter of time...earlier or later..
so.STOP blaming urself..k? =) cheer~

as for u..
你我都是对方人生中的一位过客
少了过客。。。人生就岂不是很无聊？
所以
谢谢你的出现=)

really touching when u see ppl around u care for u...=P

Where'd you go _Fort Minor

2010-01-17T01:10:00.000-08:00

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit,
and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot,
workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing

"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
.Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live
,Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile
,But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along
,You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

2010-01-08T21:26:00.000-08:00

Busy busy & busy~
skul reopen d....since holiday busy with projects till now...busy with many other things else...
T.T
busy with HW, projects , activities, & bla bla bla....
realised that i don't have enough time for everything
now upper six d...need to involve in more activities to gain marks...
need to study harder to score well...
but still cant totally focus in studies...
distracted by something else...
kinda lost...
why is it so tough to make a fix decision??
should be more firm with my decision...
can i just leave all these aside??
it's torturing...
torturing my mind...
i hope that...you will try to give urself a chance to change....
u'll nvr be able to walk out from the small room or urs if u never ever try to step out of it...
coz u keep saying u cant...
how do u expect ppl to give u chances when u dun giv urself chances??
why is it so hard to make u understand all these...
when only will u understand & think without having ppl tell u about it?
will this happen? it will not...if u r still who u used to be...
nothing will change...if u never change..
trying to change ourselve is hard...but nothing is easy....
stop giving all sort of reasons for not changing..
i dun like it...
nothing will change...if u never change....

.......................
some weird thoughts in my mind

wats our purpose of living?
wats our purpose of working hard?
work hard study hard for?? money????
why need to earn so many $?? for the sake of living??
for the sake of living a better life??
better life for human...at the same time...destroying other ppl's life and other livings' life?
dun like to read newspaper nowadays...
murders
boms
killing
accidents
natural disasters
diseases

human
animal
forest
died / destroyed
it's just so heartbreaking

it makes me think...
ppl work hard for? earn money for?
human wan power for?

wat i want to be in future?
used to be dentistry...why? earn money..earn lot of money...
but now.....think back..
for wat??

money...useless...
money is just something destroying the world..it is the primary reason for all these things

so...why am i studying? earning other ppl;s money in future...?
it no longer will be the reason why i should study...
not anymore
human/animal/environment
these should be why i am studying biology
but i am only a human
wat can i do?
i got to choose.
i feel so useless...n feel i am so small...
wat can a human do to this world?
i will try to be do as much as i can..in future
i promise to u..the earth..

stupid human look around u...
stop fighting for politics n religion...
the world is dying....
coz of us...human.....

虚拟世界

那些年。。。

怀。念

老师？我是！^^

“情” 和 “琴”

Geram!

I'm still Waiting.

韩国版恶作剧之吻

惭愧

麻烦精

处于世界某个被遗忘的角落

singapore trip (day 2)

Singapore trip (day 1)

天天好天

彩虹的家

枫。一个人的时候

rabbitS!!

Jang Keun Suk ^^

Outing~ again ..=P

猪兔子^^

**Starz **

风筝

原来是美男啊！！

2011 1st post

Helping Chee Li Kee

婆婆，安息吧

Nightmares foreseeing the future??

大开"吃"戒

Sammy's Adventure

Tim's 19th Birthday

Ninja Joe

去学校。我迷路了。。。

手纸

Hair cut

Days before exam

Sushi Zanmai with two beloved SA POs~

Just a dream - Nelly

What u see/hear Vs The Truths

Rational Vs Emotional

Shocked

True Colours

Teacher's Day

Father's Day outing~

Little angel ^^

=P

Three 3 8 girls' outing~

Rainbow

Precious of my life

BORED!!!

Outing + Fish's early birthday celebration

World Ocean Day

Call me the CHEF~

RANdom!

change vs remain

~smile~

FAITH

warm warm heart!

breakthrough

我相信

Happy Mother's Day

Ray Mak

What You Waiting For lyrics

Craving for playing piano!

Are you waiting for it ???

我的哥哥

DiNnEr~ =)

I'm just so in the mood for music today

Another Random Post

Here Comes The Chef!

Blur Day!

Bukit Cahaya

2nd band pratice

Outing with JK & SF

happy chinese new year!

U'll never know what will happen tommorow

相通了^^

Where'd you go _Fort Minor

Starz