U'll never know what will happen tommorow

yesterday while i was in my dream...
my phone vibrated n woke me up..
it was an unknown number...
i dunno who will be calling me early in the morning! it was about 5 something early in the morning while i was enjoying sleeping~
den i hesitated for some moment...before i answered the phone
it was...Lxxxx...
"hui yee..do u have pn see number?"
"nope"
"do u have any other teacher's phone number?"
"ya"
"can u give me?"
"ok,i'll msg u the number" ( i was just about to end the conversation n bak to my sleep)
"coz...i cant go to skul today..." (as usual..i thought)..(but i was wrong)
"my mom passed away today"
"WAT!? wat happen!? are u okay???????"
"erm...she passed away..it was so sudden...she passed away while she was sleeping"
"how come!?"
"i dunno..it happened in a sudden..i think she cant breath den she passed away"
"are u okay??? "
"erm..help me tell teacher i cant go skul today n monday"
"sure..dun worry..now u better have a rest...i'l tell teacher..."
"ok..thanks..bye bye"
"bye bye"

it was still 5 something in the morning...still early for me..and i couldnt get back to sleep...
i just posted something related to death the night before in my blog..n someone lost her love one during the midnight...lying on the bed...with my mind fresh after being shocked by the news...cried...for wat? i dunno...cried for her mom...cried for my fren...n was more afriad with death again...can u imagine...someone lost her mom..in a sudden...just within a nite! the night before..she could still see her mom..saying goodnight to her...while she was sleeping..her mom passed away..and the moment she opened her eyes..she lost her mom!

we'll never know when's the end of each life...every life have their limit...u'll never know what are waiting for u the moment u wake up from ur dream...life can be long and it can be short too..
i treasured every single moment..that i spent with my family n frens....

going to my fren;s house later to send our concern to her...hope she'll be able to walk out from this incident as soon as possible...and she'll never be alone as she still has us!

刚才无意间发现了这张照片。。。
照片里的每一个人。。都变了。。。
哥哥。。。变肥了啦！呵呵~
外公。。。去世了。。。
外婆。。。唉。。。老人痴呆症越来越严重。。。最近，跌伤了。。。身体更虚弱。。。目前刚出院，需人家的扶持才能走动。。。
妈妈。。爸爸。。。白头发也越来越多了。。。
而我。。。已不再是个小丫头了。。。

时间真的过的好快啊！！！
T.T
人总是要经历 生，老，病，死
即使从小就知道这原理。。。
但至今。。我依然无法勇敢去面对。。。
害怕看见身边的人变老。。。尤其是家人
害怕老人家生病。。。怕病魔乘机把她们带走
更加害怕失去身边的每一个人
还记得小时候，我曾经问过妈妈：妈咪，人一定会死吗？人要怎样才不会死呢？
爸爸那时就笑我，而妈妈就骗我：那要吃多点补品，人参之类的东西咯。。
那简直就是在欺骗小孩子嘛

我们永远不知道明天，后天，大后天。。。会发生什么事
所以，要好好地珍惜。。身边的每一个人

希望外婆的身子能快快康复。。。
好想念。。。
那个会帮我补破了的玩偶的外婆
那个总是面带仁慈的笑容的外婆

....
.....
.......
........
argh...
Zzzzz......i'm sleepy!!!!

have been sleeping for the entire day! woke at 12.30pm...
studied maths...after looking through few examples...i fell alseep..
hence...
slept again at 4.30pm till 7.30pm..
suppose to be very 'jing shen' but...the moment i sit down & start doin my muet report...
i feel sleepy again..T.T
tat's why...i'm here to blog...
hope that tis can wake me up a little!
chao~ bak to muet report first...
x_x
zzzzZzzZZZzZzZ

last friday...22 of Jan..

was my birthday!!!

^^

thanks to my fellow classmates

they tried to give me n pn tan surprise...

chun hui went to switch off the fan during maths period

i thought

he switch off

is becoz of... ... ..

mana tau

is bcoz they wanted to light up the candles!!

while keh hau suddenlly went out to do maths to distract teacher;s attention!

till i heard the sound of the lighter only i realise wat was goin on!

they r celebrating for me n pn tan!

^^

thank you ppl =)

n thanks for the gifts too!!

i love them alot! really nice leh!

>shirley> ur taste very good leh..hehe...

celebrated my birthday one day earlier with my parents ^^

coz i went for a costume party on friday nite..cant celebrate with them

2nd sis bought me durian cake!!!

it taste nice o!

n parents bought me swatch as my gift

while brother bought me a tortoise which hav lights shown out to the walls..n..tada~stars appear in my room!!! nice nice!!

i'm 19 jor!!!

^^

two weeks ago...something happen...

n it made me unhappy for quite a few days

have been down for tat few days

n all this while

i wasn't alone!

a bunch of frens is by my side

concerning about me from time to time

thank you ppl ^^

n

yea...

like wat i was told

is not worthy

not at ALL

hence~

for the entire week

besides stress from skul activities

i was in a very good condition^^

no tears for other stuff besides stress only

...just..once...on thrusday..xD

Tada~ tats wat CJ gave me on monday to cheer me up..TQ~

^^

慧仪，加油！！！

相通了^^

折磨了几天
事情终算告一段落了
Lot of thanks to my dear cousin (sandy) ^^
without you...i dun think i could finish the conversation n ask wat i wanted to ask ^^
sometimes...things wont always ended how u wish it could...
this is life...ppl face problems all the time..and they learn n grow
close your eyes...
n leave ur mind blank for 10 seconds
the moment u open ur eyes
u'll realise
this world isnt small
n...ppl r always by ur side..supporting u from time to time

tQ sifu~ tq GT~
n dude! (yes..u..jd) stop blaming urself...
if one thing is meant to be happen...
it will happen
just the matter of time...earlier or later..
so.STOP blaming urself..k? =) cheer~

as for u..
你我都是对方人生中的一位过客
少了过客。。。人生就岂不是很无聊？
所以
谢谢你的出现=)

really touching when u see ppl around u care for u...=P