2010年5月22日星期六

FAITH

Have FAITH in what you do

Have FAITH in what you think

Have FAITH in what you say

Have FAITH in what you love

FAITH makes all things possible

*quote from a bookmark..given by my dear mortal =) *

warm warm heart!

家中的公主生病了
吐,泻,烧,甚至晕倒
把爸爸妈妈吓坏了
现是往24小时诊所跑
回家继续昏睡
晚上再往医院跑
爸爸放工就赶回家
尤其是妈妈
不曾离开过半步
谢谢爸爸
谢谢妈妈
*因为,在他们眼里,我永远是长不大的孩子,也因为如此,在他们面前,我依然是个孩子*
(还有我哥哥!一直打电话来check)

当然,
少不了我亲爱的朋友们!!
虽然一再吩咐不要来探望我(我真的怕会传染啦!)
他们还是来了
>.<
心暖暖的!

还有,
原来,医院里有很多可爱的护士哦!
^^
看到她们
心情也会变好
偶尔撒娇以下
可以不用喝难吃得药耶
^^V

谢谢大家
你们的关心
我都感受到了!

2010年5月19日星期三

breakthrough

同样 是星期三
同样 的地点
不同的场景

Today, it's my 2nd time drove to MV.
(1st time was with xin ni and hui ning)
Followed Shirley & Vivian to The Garden's foodcourt to study.(nice environment ^^)
Unlike the past, we didnt go to eat ice-cream, as Wed is a 'pink day'...
I used to doubt my ability...coz i'm afraid to drive to places where i'm not familiar to
though MV is not something new...but yes...I was nervous to drive there...
and i was so proud of myself when i reached (i noe is ntg special to u guys)
yet,to me, it's a breakthrough...
around 5pm,
I walked bak to the carpark alone...
felt weird though..coz..i was so used to..have u around
Again...i was nervous!!
coz..i nvr drive bak home from MV without ppl in my car leading me before!
and i only drove bak from MV ONCE...which was...few months ago..
took a deep breath
and started the engine
yes..i did find my way home..safely..
yes...i've proven myself again
and yes...it's another breakthrough
perhaps...sometimes..i just lack of self-confidence
keep doubting on myself
and actually, i aint that weak
just that, ppl wont be independant
when they hav someone to rely on
and when u r alone
u'll eventually realised..
u can do many things which u used to think u cant
I used to claim that I'm
coz I just cant memorised the roads and places
but when it's the time that u need to find ur way out
Ur brain will start to recall bak ur memories
and ur heart will actually tell u which is the right way
and lead you home

2010年5月15日星期六

我相信

几天下来。。。
我听了不少意见与看法
因为慌了。。。
不知道该怎么办
所以会一直告诉身边的人
“我不知道该怎么办。。。我应该怎么办?”
就像是一艘小船,在大海中不小心把指南针给弄丢了
大家很担心。。。纷纷试着指引我
不同人
不同意见
不同看法
也试着用他们觉得管用的方式来指引我
或许某些人觉得应该跟着太阳升起的方向一直走
或许某些人觉得,应该跟着月亮的方向
星星的方向。。。等等。。。
这几天。。。
我试着往不同的方向驶去
但每一次没多久,就会把方向盘转回原来的方向
因为,我内心早已决定要跟着星星的方向驶去
只是大家都反对
说我傻。。。不值得。。。
试着劝我往其他方向驶去
因为害怕。。因为不安。。因为慌了手脚
很容易就被影响
但。。。违背着自己的意愿
往其他方向驶去
反而更痛苦
所以又把方向盘转回向着星星的方向
这时有人又要我想这想那。。
我不是不听
大家说的我都有听。。都有想。。
我已很努力去寻找一个平衡点
大家却非得把我拉到另一端
不同的声音不断的回响着
我要疯了!!
你们希望我能做会开心的我
但,做违背我心愿的事
除了痛苦。。。我也变得不像我了
意见是供参考
但,很多事,是要自己去领悟出来的
在感情上
我很执着
对于某些事物
我是非常的执着
我相信
每个人对于感情的看法不一样
执着的事物也不同
也因为这样
每个人都不一样
每个人的恋情也有它们的差异
我相信星星
虽然星星会‘闪’
时而不见
但,我依然相信着
我没在逃
只是,我面对的方式和你们不一样
谢谢'你'提醒了我
我对星星该有的信任与信心

2010年5月12日星期三

It's a hard time
but
it's a challenge
i'm not tough
but
i'm not weak
No matter how lost am i
I'll try to find my way through
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tat's ME!

2010年5月9日星期日

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day!!!!!
thx for being such a good mother
*love*
..
.
I didnt spend a cent on buying gifts for mommy
I only prepared lunch for everyone
>>fried rice!
( fried rice normal enough le bah?? =.='')
..
.
btw, bro is going to belanja us dinner!
including my da yi and ah tio..
^^
got abalone to eat!!
(1st time eating real abalone)
~yum yum~

Ray Mak

Seems like there isn't any songs which he cant play
>>>Ray Mak>>>
*salute*
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I wish i could play like him!!!
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