tis morning
one of my fren's dad pass away due to asthma
juz like tat
*poof*
gone
without any symptoms
and
he is gone

it would be a hard time for him
hope he will be able to go through this
stay strong my fren

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p.s to all my frens, appreciate what u hav rite now...u dunno when u gonna lost it..or when it gonna leave u...

perhaps ppl at my age is at the stage of 探索阶段

many of them..or i should include myself in...many of US

dun really noe wat we want.??
who we are??
always cant help feeling LOST

as if..we keep encounter 十字路口
there's 3 route for u to choose
and you juz dunno which route is the right path..
which one you should choose
and most of the time..
feeling lost n fear...
coz dunno what will we be facing
or what exactly is awaiting us

没有人生目标
feel i am so useless...
T.T
kinda envy those ppl with dreams /goals/ targets
coz i dun really noe wat i want...

Shocked

burst to tears twice today

T.T

in the evening,
i watched Glee
n saw the scene where the baby is given birth
its touching
yet..dunno why
i suddenly thought of those white mouse we disected for biology
those babies we saw in the mothers' uterus
and it linked to the mouse that yoke mun disect!
It was still breathing...seemed like suffocating, trying hard to breath in
its heart was still beating
the moment the nails r nailed via its hands n legs
the moment the scissor cut into its muscle
and the moment the its rib cage were broken for us to see its heart
can u imagine the pain it was suffering???
it was juz half unconscious!!!! WTH!!!
PAIN!!!!! those scenes juz keep repeating in my head...
i dun feel tat bad disecting a dead mouse..
but..seeing ppl disecting a half unconscious mouse is...worse than ever
cried..after thinking back wat happened in the lab..
for the mouse...
n..to the lives tat were ended in their mothers' dead body..

nite...around 8pm
reached skul n saw shirley, rebbie, adrian, cj, and ys
we were goin to giv calvin a surprise party..today is Calvin's birthday
cj asked ys n i bring the cake up first
n thank goodness...we did
coz..
when ys, tim n i were preparing the cake halfway
we heard a big door bang
i thought calvin reached
cj n rebbie ran up to inform us
but it wasnt
they were chased after by a snatch thief
adrian was injured n totally shocked...
shirley was still okay
everyone was shocked actually
the environment was damn freaking scary
everyone was not in the mood for tuition or surprise party anymore
n i am really really lucky tat i left earlier n followed ys bak to class..
coz..i was having my laptop in my skul bag
n i dun think i will be react tat fast as shirley
perhaps..will stun there like rebbie...
though i din encounter the snatch thief by myself
listening to others disciption is already scary enough
feeling a little scare while driving bak
n dunno why
burst to tears while driving halfway
tried to control myself..n manage to control my tears...
coz i was telling myself..i am not far from home...things wil be fine right after i reach home
coz my dad will be there
n guess wat
what awaits me was an empty home..
my parents aint at home!!!
i dun even dare to step out of my car...under the dark nite..
tried to phone my parents
but there was no answer
first time...feeling so scare to step down of my car
cant stop the fear tat growing stronger in my heart
til daddy reach home..
cant wait to tell him everything
n of coz...
crying while telling..HAha...
xD
i dun even cried at my tuition place..
i juz listened..n felt lucky
a little bit of fear n tats all
but...
perhaps..
my shock receptors r much slower than other ppl's
coz thats the only reason why my tears always came much later after things happened..

True Colours

You with the sad eyes

Don't be discouraged

Oh I realize

It's hard to take courage

In a world full of people

You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful,

Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,

Don't be unhappy,

can't remember

When I last saw you laughing

If this world makes you crazy

And you've taken all you can bear

You call me upBecause you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful,

Like a rainbow

suddenly fall in love with this song...*like!!!*

Teacher's Day

After spending a week on these

after sacrificing my sleep time

~Tada~

Happy Teacher's Day!!

and not to forget

gotta thanks my classmates for helping too~

TQ~

(special thanks to keh hau...though he has little prob on differentiating colours..yet..he's the 1st one to offer to help me le...)

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This is the coolest teacher's day i ever had!

and i guess...today is the craziest day i ever had in skul too

haha...

whole bunch of form 6 students

shouting like mad ppl just released from Tanjung Rambutan

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dun get it?? haha

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well...when teachers r having their jamuan...students r all gathered in the skul hall and sport centre to watch CHS idol winners to perform

proudly announce

we hav 5 winners from form 6!

Fei Ching > solo (3rd)+ duet(1st)

Kien Hong> duet(1st)

Shirley + Hui En + Sheen Yeen > group (3rd)

all of us (form 6) just cheer like as if we r in a concert (with banner)

and we r like in our own world happily doin wat we want to do

langsung tak ada image

very hyper all the time

other forms? they just look at us...and laugh

haha...

but den who cares~

last yr d!!

some of us even ran up to the stage when shirley's group was performing!

after cheering for them in the hall

we ran to the sport centre for 2nd round

but den the lower forms

all very sien

not macam the higher form...will at least giv response to our sot-ness

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not to forget bout Vera Tan!! Rebecca's sis!

I love her sexy voice!!!

*thumbs up!!*

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the Super Junior dance also not bad!!

yeng~

few quite leng zai too...

haha...

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still kinda hyper rite now

cant stop thinking wat happened for the entire day

lol

FORM 6 ROCKS!

Father's Day outing~

Well...Happy Father's DAy daddy~~~

^^

erm...i had belanja him makan two weeks earlier...

so today din do anything for him..

just wished him only xD

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noon time...

as usual..big gathering~ with my relatives..

all celebrated father;s day together

and also my 6th aunt's birthday

oh ya

Happy Birthday aunty Joyce~

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we went to starhill

one of the restaurant called Gonbei

its a japanese restaurant

japanese buffet!!!

yummy~

opposite Jogoya...but i think...Jogoya nicer..i guessed...HEhe

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here r some pic~

^^

here r the fathers~

1st : my daddy!!! ^^ v

2nd : my uncle!

3rd : 2nd cousin bro in law

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p.s. supposely hav 4 fathers..but my 1st cousin bro in law got to stay at home look after his daughter (sick jor) ... so 1st cousin sis brought another 2 kid along to eat..while her husband stayed at home..lol..funny eh?is father's day, father need to stay at home pulak...what to do..only he can control the naughty girl..xD

okay...not to forget...the birthday one~ my aunt ^^

now

lets hav a look at some of the food~

baskin robin ice-cream!! eat as much as u can!! RAWR~

^^v

wat ya do after eating??

well...

tats what i did

chocolate drawing!!!

xD

erm..these r those left over chocolate...not wasting it..

from this

change to

this!!

does it look like a tree to u?? xD

bamboo!!

pang pang pang~ time to say sayonara~

~~BYE~

"Sometimes life can knock you down

but you can choose whether yes or not to stand up back"

a quote from Karate Kid

nice movie

~ i like it~

^^

acting yeng..but not yeng..i noe =.=''