Hair cut

It's a Saturday~ my first saturday after exam!!! =D

parents went to work again (weekends suppose to be rest days bt dad din work on thursday coz need take care grandma..so replace bak..while mom is a workaholic...thus..followed dad bak to work) which means...i'm on my own AGAIN~

my hair is super duper long ady~ so decided to go for a hair cut...
first time drive to the salon..well..it isnt tat far..n it is easy to reach ..i din lost my way~^^~
waited for an hour there....Zzz Zzz..wat to do..the salon has gud service n aint like other salon tat expensive too...
cut + wash = RM33
(she charge me extra rm 3 coz my hair too thick wor)
(haven been cutting short for more than a year..if divide it into months..one month cost rm1 ++)

after the hair cut is already noon. went to Murni's branch which is juz opposite the salon..
ate a very big plate of Nasi Lemak
and
drank a glass of Poison...
yes...i drank POISON! haha...
dun worry..juz a name after all..xD

little passion fruits flavor..slices of cucumber..some mint leaves..few longan and a green chili!
hmm...i will recommend to those who dun like sweet drinks..coz tis drink is juz 清甜..
(was wondering whether the chili is for me to eat or juz deco...i din bite it..xD)

yea~ my fringe is bak!

the noob face again! hahax ;P

Days before exam

the empty class
and it was raining outside..
kinda enjoy moment like tis though...

my dear 弯弯..whenever i felt hopeless in studies..i will look at it..
=)

Chemistry...i've been studying chem the earliest compare to other subjects..
yet..my result for chem still sucks..

my super neat hair style for juz a few days..
coz shirley broke my hairband..XD

my only company..
POOH!!! ^^v
even though it is juz a bottle..but i feel warm when i see its lovely smile =D

Sushi Zanmai with two beloved SA POs~

(Thursday) Went Sushi Zanmai with two sa po > > Shirley & Vivian
LAst Saturday nite, i've actually went once with my parents to celebrate bro's early birthday...den Shirley keep say she want to eat sushi too...so does Vivian..so i promised to bring them on Thursday ~ =)
but dunno why, Wednesday nite, i've food poisoning symptom like last time...juz keep feel like vomiting n no appetite...n yes..did vomit at nite..dad faster ask me eat 'bao zhi yuan'..den 11pm...sleeping dead on bed d..(haven been sleeping so early for months) was worry tat i get food poisoning again..wat i ate for lunch?? 猪肠粉in skul...>.<
next day morning, vomit again..bt i felt super duper energetic! coz hav sufficient sleep..i guess..xD plus i've promised tat two girls who so eagerly wanna eat sushi...so..the thought of nt goin to skul..cancel~ second thought..i dun wanna write letter to Mdm Ho either..=p

Noon..the plan goes on~
i wonder wats the point of me goin there....haha..coz..i cant eat raw stuff..as my stomach aint in a very gud condition...so my target of the day..CAWANMUSHI~
but...Vivian keep mumbling all the way~ she said : "生病的人不能吃鸡蛋！"
what!? i seriously nvr hear bout tis before.....there's no such tradition in my family..so..i insist ordering cawanmushi~ =D (Vivian no eye see me d...hahax)
wanted to eat the dessert so badly..bt..i cant..T.T
so...juz order another two plates of cooked sushi..n i was so fulled after eating food in skul during Girl Guide's Installation...ask Shirley n Vivian help me eat..they dun wan..they wan order other food...>.< see me keep forcing myself finish up the two little piece of sushi...they kept laughing...
Evil! i hide myself behind the big menu book while eating..but i din realise..the book terbalik d..let them laugh again...as for me..keep "vibrating" ( a word created by shirley which stands for laughing..) coz i cant laugh out as in..my mouth was full...with sushi....T.T

little octopus (wats the name of the famous octopus?? i forget already..haha)

two from the rite were mine! haha..egg again~ =P

their favorite pose... hide their faces with their hands

fried oyster sushi! i din eat T.T can see cannot touch

the star of the day~ SPIDER ROLL ~

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went to help dad collect his new trousers...bt..the worker gav me the wrong one n i din realize till i reached home..好心做错事..haiz..thougth dad no need ma fan purposely go The Garden..end up..he still got to go..lol

Just a dream - Nelly

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/just-a-dream-lyrics-nelly.html ]

Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
X2

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last week i heard this song from the radio...den i couldnt stop myself from listening it again n again...haha...Tis gonna be the 2nd song of Nelly that i like after "Dilemma".. it's nt the lyrics that attract me..but the rhythm that plays a role..i rarely like a song by its lyrics.. ;P

If i am granted with a wish
i would like to keep my heart temporarily in a box
lock in a locker till STPM is over
being a heartless person
coz i am easily affected by things happen around me
n is hard for me to ignore them
my EQ aint high...
for the moment..
i would rather be emotionless instead of being emotional
but...
i noe i cant =S

What u see/hear Vs The Truths

Ppl...including me...
we all r excellent story creater
coz most of us...believes in what we see...
We believe tat what we see is the truths
n start assuming everything
link small things together
Tada~
a story is done...
n assuming we noe everything bout it...
but what r the truths behind all these 'pictures' or 'images' u see with ur naked eyes??


Ppl also tend to like to assume what they hear r the truths...
"you" could be you, you or you...
"he" could be he , he or he...as long as he is a male...
same goes to "she"
when ppl we r close with writing something on FB or MSN...
n tat person din specifically mention who he/she mentioning...
we will automatically put ourselve into the situation to see whether is us or not
eg. " i'm pissed off, thx to you!"
n let say u argued with tat fren a day ago...when u see tis...will u assume tat "you" is u?? it's possible tat she actually mentioning someone else ... what if she argue with her sis? her mom?? or bro?? or other frenz??

perasan?? many of us hav it...
but dun 100% believe wat u see / hear is rite...coz it's stupid if u get crazy over it..n it turn out to be another person tat ur fren is mentioning...
n NEVER assume wat u see is rite n judge a person from who they mix with...u might easily hurt a person juz by saying..."u r a gang with them...so u r the same.." u nvr noe..=)

Rational Vs Emotional

i've a habit
which is talking to myself in my inner heart
n i have been doin tis from time to time

there's two side of me talking to each other
> rational side
>emotional side

in every circumstances...emotional side always come first..
whenever the emotional side affects me so badly till my mood swings
rational side will interfer

for the past two weeks...
i burst for something i kept in heart for months
n tell no one
as i could no longer bare it anymore...coz its exceeding the limit i could bare
finally, told few of them bout it...
as the emotional disease kept attack me n i dunno wat to do
i kept thinking tat i was bad...
i should not think or look at ppl tis way
coz tat person did ntg wrong
is juz the way i judge ppl from some silly stuff..
n when jealousy attacks..
my judgement could be bias..
but tt person is someone i care so much
n nvr allow ppl to hurt her
how can i allow such thoughts to affect my friendship?
rational n emotional started the war
i thought i will lose tis war
yet...i've overcome it
n came out with new theories n understandings
changed my way of viewing stuff
n jealousy is not longer exist as a factor
things tend to bak as normal as usual
though...i dun think she realise tt 'something' happen on me..xD

when i thought everything is on the right track
n i can focus on studies but nothing else
"things" juz dun allow me to do so
new "things" approach me
i wish i could ignore these stuff
but it juz so obvious n u cant act u dunno anything
how am i suppose to response to such things??
hahaz...seems like...another 'war' gonna begin soon...xD
however, something does confuse me
n i am uncertain bout tat...

somehow...i figured tat lately i dun really like to tell ppl every single thoughts in my mind...
nt even best frenz...
perhaps my mind tell me is not right to hav such thoughts
n i myself think is ridiculous too...
so is btr left unsaid..

lately, i also feel tat i dun like to get involve in other ppl's stuff anymore
is not really tat appropriate to interfere n telling ppl wat ppl should do
coz...in their mindset
they already set what they want to do..even if u wanna ask them change direction..somehow..they will still turn the steering bak to the usual direction...so wats the point?? mentally support is all they need...n will be there when they needed me..