选择

我的前方

是条直路

而左手边

则是个转角

前方的路是那么的明确

不需担心也不必猜测在前方等待着的是啥

转角的另一边

又会是个怎样的场景呢？

我相信转角的另一边

会有许许多多的挑战在等待着我

若不选择转角

那谁也不会晓得在另一边等待着的会是什么

但是

对于种种的不明确

心情是那么的复杂

顾虑。。。胆怯。。。

以及害怕再次受伤害

勇气都到哪儿去了呢？？

... ... ...

lately... something happened...
something, which i never expected...
just out of a sudden...
it surprised me...
i really dunno what should i do...
i dunno how to handle it...
it's just so complicated
and it occured at the wrong time
i dunno what to do
what am i thinking
n i dunno what i've done is right or wrong

this world is complicated
n i've found it hard to understand
n go through it
after stpm...time for me to reply? haiz...

~ Metamorphosis ~

Finally!! I've uploaded some of the caterpillar aka butterfly photos...

actually i wanted to make story with all these photos..but after uploading them one by one...i've already wasted lots of time on it...n...lazy d lor...xD

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Well...I caught two caterpillar about two weeks ago...named :" fei po" & "xiao baby"

Coz...when i found "fei po" its already at the 2nd stage of a caterpillar while "xiao baby" was still at the fist stage. (1st stage...it is brown, 2nd stage...it'll turn into green)
so..below are some photos from caterpillar > pupa > butterfly~~

yummy~ these lime leaves are delicious!
owh...stop kacau me while i'm eating!

hehe...can u see my fake eyes??

(xiao baby!) Zzz~zzz~

(fei po!) Zzz~zzz~

argh..pls dun shake the tupperware...i'm afraid i will drop off & i'm afraid of height!

i'm coming out soon!!!

yew! wats this! (caterpillar's outer 'skin')

(fei po on the left hand side whereas xiao baby on the right hand side...both of them hav turn into pupa!)

yiik!! argh!! i am trying hard to break off the 'shell'

yes! finally..i can breath in some fresh air~

stretching~

yawn~

goodbye my lovely bed~ i've slept long enough~

Whats are those hanging on my back?? (my dear...those r ur wings)

ish!! these are so heavy!! i cant even climb!

owh...someone wanna take photo with me! (smile~)

another one! pretty girl with pretty me(butterfly~)

din see leng lui before? next time don't look down on fei po d..coz..see..i;m so pretty now..(proud)

mama! i miss u so much~

i have big big eyes~ easy to generate 'electric'~ *winks*

hey xiao baby!! why u still haven come out! so slow like a tortoise...

i dun wan to wait for you already...outside world is so interesting! WeeeEE~

hey..dun kacau..i am having eye contact with my mama...

eh...i think i'm starting to get use to these wings..

*flapping the wings*

GoodByE~ my bed~Again...xD

hmm..wat's this?

TA DA~~~~ anyone guys admire me now? ^^

resting

looking around

oh my...i smell...something...(pls dun eat me!!)

me n my mama + leng lui shi ning as background
mama teaching me to climb on a pen
mama...i'm hungry...i think is time for me to look for some food~

bye mama~

(a sign of freedom)

*winks*

xiao baby : bad "fei po"...din wait for me to come out!!! @#$#$@%

-the end-

^^ the smart "fei po" found its way out & ~~~FLEW AWAY~~~~

(fei po, the lucky one...escape from the devil CJ! or else...it will be killed in the bio lab d...xD)

Nice one "fei po"!! *claps claps*

but..aiks..pity dear xiao baby..coz...It couldnt 'accidentally' escape like fei po did d...as...someone will not let it escape from his hand anymore...

>.<

Po Po's Birthday

Whose birthday!? Is my po po's birthday!! =D

Blog's preview

~Caterpillar's Diary~

coming up soon ... ... ...

*happy*

^^v

Today, my dear little "pupa" has turned into a beautiful butterfly!! Whole class witnessed the special moment of it...congratz "fei po" (its name) for turning from an ungly, fatty caterpillar into a beautiful, attractive butterfly! Something special happened to it...which was totally out of my expectation...I am indeed happy with its cleverness...hehe....clever girl! *i really din purposely let it go...plz trust me...=p*

well...i'll be telling more in details when i am able to upload all the photos..

(for more information...plz wait for my ~caterpillar's diary~ post...which will be posted during this weekend)

After school, my biology team went to catch bugs again at Taman Jaya. We caught quite a number of insects...but the size of the bugs...erm...kinda small too...just slightly bigger compared to what we had caught from Bukit Hartamas...We spent half an hour hiding under a pondok in the middle of the process of hunting due to the rain...5 of us (me, Laura, Shi Ning, Kheng Aik & CJ) sitting under the pondok...chit chating...n..as usuall...CJ just couldn't stop himself from not taking photos...(he even let the mosquito to suck his blood in order to take a closer shoot of it..!! =.='')...anyway...I kinda enjoy this activity...BUGs HUNTING! =D

Looking forward for tomorrow's activity...no lessons !! muahaha~ (L6B & L6S will be going to somewhere else attending a "driving safe" ceramah...I heard tat its kinda interesting..hmm..we'll noe tomorrow...^^

tomorrow is grandma's birthday!

so...

Happy Early Birthday to my dearest po po!!

Hope you'll always in the pink of health!

Muet Speaking Test

As usual, Monday, we have to assemble at the tapak perhimpunan...listening to those...looooong~booooring~ talk...

I wasn't in the mood to listen to any single words given by the teachers...coz..i was worrying about my muet speaking test! Speaking in English is still one of my weakness though i have improved a lot...T.T but...speaking is totally a different thing compared to writing!!
I was nervous for the whole morning...even maths result couldn't really cheer me up at the moment ( but after the speaking test..yes..i am satisfy with my result..^^V )...

Finally...Group 4's turn...and...unfortunately...i was the candidate A!! Why is it unfortunate to be Candidate A? 1st_others (candidate B,C & D) have more time to prepare for their speech..while i've exactly two minutes to prepare only...2nd_i was stunned when i looked at my topic! among the four topics...i have the least points for my own topic...hence, i did badly for my individual speaking test...argh~~~~~~~ i just hate this test...>.<

Well, as for group discussion part...we were somehow 'seperated' into two gang...Cheng Lim & I vs Hui En & Yoke Mun...teachers' comments was :" wow, this group spoke animatedly" (so...is this a compliment? i guess so...=p)..."you have good interaction..." bla bla bla...so, basically, i performed better in my group discussion...phew...hope this can help me to get back some marks from the individual part... Nice teamwork! Thx Hui En, Yoke Mun & Cheng Lim...=D

No lesson has been conducted today, what we did are just discussing the question from the test paper...n argued with teachers in order to gain more marks...it is a tradition...=p That's all~

Days After Exam

WwwEee~~~~~~~~~ Exam is over!!! ^^V
*my blog was under construction for quite some time d...due to my laziness....=X*
well...for the past two weeks...basically nothing much happened...just..study study study...exam study exam study...bla bla bla...
n...upper sixes' graduation on thurday(last week)...>.<
i was touched by the first song >> 知足...and 53 apples r kinda funny...=p i tried very hard to control myself for not crying...lol...but i still cried in the end...CJ lar! ur fault!...>.<
Gotta miss ALL of you...i missed those days with u guys around..nowadays...the school is sssooo quiet..n dun hav those 热闹气氛 d.....i'm still not use to it...anyway...
All the best in ur STPM!!! i'm sure all of you will be able to make it..at least..be confident in urself! =)

Days after exam are so....relaxing! lalala~~~~ no restriction on computer n television! ^^V *plus...i've improved in my chemistry...n pass both chem n bio! as for maths...gee...i'm not sure yet...but result coming out tomorrow...xD i'll work harder for A! =D*

this 茶叶蛋 reminds me of Spiderman! lol..

*i really like music...i want to learn flute...just dunno why i have such strong feeling...i know its expensive...hope that parents will allow me to learn...i'm still trying very hard to persuade them...>.<*

lastly...all the best to fellow lower sixes...speaking test tomorrow! =D