Busy busy & busy~
skul reopen d....since holiday busy with projects till now...busy with many other things else...
T.T
busy with HW, projects , activities, & bla bla bla....
realised that i don't have enough time for everything
now upper six d...need to involve in more activities to gain marks...
need to study harder to score well...
but still cant totally focus in studies...
distracted by something else...
kinda lost...
why is it so tough to make a fix decision??
should be more firm with my decision...
can i just leave all these aside??
it's torturing...
torturing my mind...
i hope that...you will try to give urself a chance to change....
u'll nvr be able to walk out from the small room or urs if u never ever try to step out of it...
coz u keep saying u cant...
how do u expect ppl to give u chances when u dun giv urself chances??
why is it so hard to make u understand all these...
when only will u understand & think without having ppl tell u about it?
will this happen? it will not...if u r still who u used to be...
nothing will change...if u never change..
trying to change ourselve is hard...but nothing is easy....
stop giving all sort of reasons for not changing..
i dun like it...
nothing will change...if u never change....


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some weird thoughts in my mind

wats our purpose of living?
wats our purpose of working hard?
work hard study hard for?? money????
why need to earn so many $?? for the sake of living??
for the sake of living a better life??
better life for human...at the same time...destroying other ppl's life and other livings' life?
dun like to read newspaper nowadays...
murders
boms
killing
accidents
natural disasters
diseases

human
animal
forest
died / destroyed
it's just so heartbreaking

it makes me think...
ppl work hard for? earn money for?
human wan power for?

wat i want to be in future?
used to be dentistry...why? earn money..earn lot of money...
but now.....think back..
for wat??

money...useless...
money is just something destroying the world..it is the primary reason for all these things

so...why am i studying? earning other ppl;s money in future...?
it no longer will be the reason why i should study...
not anymore
human/animal/environment
these should be why i am studying biology
but i am only a human
wat can i do?
i got to choose.
i feel so useless...n feel i am so small...
wat can a human do to this world?
i will try to be do as much as i can..in future
i promise to u..the earth..

stupid human look around u...
stop fighting for politics n religion...
the world is dying....
coz of us...human.....

yesterday hear this song "where's you go" by fort minor...
then fall in love with this song~ =)
found many different version of videos....and...i was touched by the final fantasy version....
enjoy~

*lazy to blog & no time to blog*

christmas deco at Midvalley

special isn't it? ^^
thats how kheng aik park his car that day~ (the black one)

MeRry ChRistmas~~

U better watch out~
u better dont cry~
u better dont cry, i'm telling u why~
santa claus is coming to town~

WEeeEEEee~~~~~~~~~
ho Ho HO!!!!
Christmas is here!!
^^v

merry christmas everyone!!
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Went to 1Utama with 6th aunt....purposely go with her to buy her a christmas present...coz ..she bought one quite expensive nokia hp case for me...&...she requested David Archulater CD!!! RM44.90!!! the salary i get for working 2 days....bye bye liao...(lucky daddy wanna sponser sikit..keke...coz 6th aunt bought everyone presents! she;s the santa 2mr! =D)
after wondering in a gift shop for...very very long...i finally decided to buy a present for gift exchange next week...well...the 'thing' i bought...is...very common..n..ppl usually dun buy it as presents...but...dunno why...i just...bought it...n dun ask me why...xD

Looking forward for 2mr;s house warming + christmas party!!! ^^ whole Johor gang is coming to PJ~ grandma, aunts, cousins, uncles, bla bla bla...r coming! =)

Christmas party

Today went to a Christmas party organised by my aunt's cell group.

Actually i dun feel like goin...coz...i dunno anyone there except my aunt...dun u think is kinda weird?

but...in the end...i decided to go...coz...she asked me to help her out...

so...here am i ^^

well..the party...was okay...

just that it was boring as in...i have no one to talk to except my aunt..when she's busy...den i sat there dunno wat to do...like a statue

but...guess wat...i got 4 prizes!

won the 5th prize for the 1st game...ice breaking game...

my team won the 2nd prize for the 'fishing' game...

lucky draw...5th prize

plus one party bag

so..total is 4!

but....but...

only one is something i can use...which is the party bag...

the rest..erm....suite my mom more...xD

(tea sets, hand washing liquid, maxis glass & Mc Donald coupon)

but...i've a nice experience tonight...

^^

~thanks~

dear 6th aunt

???

!!!

Another random act

Today Vivian, Kheng Aik & I went to watch 'Princess The Frog'...we reached the cinema at 1.30pm & the movie was going to start at 1.45pm...luckily the queue wasnt too long...phew~
but i stunned when i looked at the screen...2 halls showing the 'Princess The Frog' movie...but...one hall hav 3 seats left while another hav 7 seats left...and there were quite a number of kids in front of us!!! Vivian & I started to worry that by the time to reach our turn...the tickets will be sold out...
waited waited n waited...
yes! still got 2 seats n 7 seats respectively...
however...things didn't seem to be good...coz...
all the 7 seats were separated!!!! T.T
we discuss~ think ~ discuss~ n finally...we decided to seat separately! (or maybe seat together by the stairs)
"ok...pls giv us 3 tickets.."
the worker stared at us...: " Are u sure?"
"yes"
"erm...ok..i ask u again...r u sure?"
"yes~~~~"
"ok...i repeat...so u want 3 tickets..bla bla bla"
(before he finished talking) "YES!"
"wow...ok...pls pay Rm 21 thank you~" (he still stared at us with an unbelievable look) LOL~
...... ...... .......... ...........................
after buying tickets...
K.A : "hey...we should hav asked for 'Avatar'.. "
" yea rite...den why didn't u mention just now? what for u tell us now after buying the tickets?"
K.A : "just now didn;t think of it mar..." (kena stared...as usual...xD)
.... ..... .......... .............................

in the end...none of us sit on the seats...( one at the bak, one in the middle, one 3rd row from the front)
3 of us...sit in a row...on the STAIRs~
haha...the back row of coz...
at the begining...vivian & i kept laughing n felt kinda embarrassed...
but...in the dark...ppl cant recognise our faces oso...
plus the view was so much better than the front...& more spaceful!!!
so eventually...we did enjoy our movie! ^^v

i wonder will i ever have a chance to do this again...xD
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Random acts have been happening ever since i enter L6B
^^v

am i busy?? or should i say i'm enjoying??

WeeEEEeEe~~~~ todAY...13th of Dec...is the 1st time i drove the car by my own!! well..wat i mean here is..i drove without having dad sitting beside me to guide me...(he drove his car n followed me at the back)...i got my licence since august..and now only i've got the chance to drive by my own...xD i was kinda nervous at the begining..but...well..it's not so scary after all =)

After 'practise' driving to skul, don't know why i suddenly have the mood to 'bath' my soft toys...one pooh n two puppies~ xD well..this is the first time i help my pooh to bath after having it till now...(pai seh~) pooh is hard to wash...coz..look at its big head big butt...after soaking it into the water...its weight..OMG...hand oso tired...lol...anyway..it has turned from..greyish yellow to pure yellow now ^^ n it smells good too...

ToDaY...is a special day for another reason... today is my aunt's birthday!!! (1st aunt) Happy Birthday Da Yi~ =) well...she plays an important role in my life...coz..she has been taking care of me since i was a kid...when my parents were out for work...she cooks lunch + dinner for me...helps me to wash my uniform...this n that..bla bla bla... (she likes to 'ngam' me too...lol...)
i'm kinda dependent on her in some ways....not only me...but so do others...coz she cook for my family...my cousin sis family...everyday she has to cook for 10+ ppl to eat...at night..help my cousin sis to look after her grandchildren... day time help my cousin sis to do some banking stuff...bla bla bla bla bla~~~~~ she's a good mother, good grandmother, & a good aunt...(just tat...sometimes..she's kinda ngam cham..xD) TQ da yi~
Da jie & er jie(aunt's daughters) belanja all of us to eat at The Waterlily to celebrate aunt's birthday...wow...the environment was kinda special...the food...yummy~ (i ordered lamb chop...=D) and as for the price...of coz is...expensive loh! xD Thanks da jie & er jie...

I've finally watched New Moon!!! went to watch with 6th aunt...i've been waited for very very very long...xD erm..before i watch this movie...some of my frens said it was boring..but..i think it is nice wor....maybe i didn;t finish reading the book yet... Edward is not so leng zai after all...coz...Jacob more yeng n leng zai than him liao...=)

pooh pooh having spa~

3 of them sun bathing

aunt & uncle

!! dun even noe how to talk ady noe how to see menu!?

naughty girl~ >.<~

Bali style wash room?? @.@

~dong~

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