26/10/2010
她的人生就此画下了句点。
留下的。。
是我们记忆中的她
2010年10月24日星期日
2010年10月22日星期五
2010年10月20日星期三
昨天中午，和Shi Ning 一起吃午餐的时候电话突然震动了。
2 missed call...
一个不晓得是谁的手机号码，另一通则是爸爸公司电话。
回电给他 ：“Girl 啊，你在哪里。。？”
“在外面吃饭咯”
“准备啊。。可能要赶去医院看婆婆。。她心跳好像变弱了。。大伯现在去看什么情形先。。”
结果，没事。。
................................
“girl 啊，准备啊。。”
我已被爸爸用这句话吓了好几次了。。
有少些麻木了。。
也不会那么容易掉泪 了。。
这次，出奇的淡定。
反而在想这次是真的到时间了么？？
她受的苦
看在眼里，疼在心里
离开或许是种解脱。
................................
昨夜去探望她，
一天比一天还要消瘦了
但我们叫她
她还会微微的点头表示听见了
虽然病重
头脑却依然很清醒
可爱的婆婆
还问姑姑，她到底要吃什么药才会好
曾经还说过医生没用，乱乱医
不晓得自己患的是癌症
这时候家人反而头痛婆婆太精灵了
如果她钝一些，
或许她会少一些烦恼
少一点折磨
。。。。。。。。。。
晚间读书读到一半
读不下去了
开始在电脑里寻找婆婆的照片
甚至去书橱内翻找相溥
发现我和婆婆的合照并不多
十多年的回忆
涌上心头
泪眶湿了
。。。。。。。
部落客的歌曲
此时很衬托我的心情
低。落
2 missed call...
一个不晓得是谁的手机号码，另一通则是爸爸公司电话。
回电给他 ：“Girl 啊，你在哪里。。？”
“在外面吃饭咯”
“准备啊。。可能要赶去医院看婆婆。。她心跳好像变弱了。。大伯现在去看什么情形先。。”
结果，没事。。
................................
“girl 啊，准备啊。。”
我已被爸爸用这句话吓了好几次了。。
有少些麻木了。。
也不会那么容易掉泪 了。。
这次，出奇的淡定。
反而在想这次是真的到时间了么？？
她受的苦
看在眼里，疼在心里
离开或许是种解脱。
................................
昨夜去探望她，
一天比一天还要消瘦了
但我们叫她
她还会微微的点头表示听见了
虽然病重
头脑却依然很清醒
可爱的婆婆
还问姑姑，她到底要吃什么药才会好
曾经还说过医生没用，乱乱医
不晓得自己患的是癌症
这时候家人反而头痛婆婆太精灵了
如果她钝一些，
或许她会少一些烦恼
少一点折磨
。。。。。。。。。。
晚间读书读到一半
读不下去了
开始在电脑里寻找婆婆的照片
甚至去书橱内翻找相溥
发现我和婆婆的合照并不多
十多年的回忆
涌上心头
泪眶湿了
。。。。。。。
部落客的歌曲
此时很衬托我的心情
低。落
2010年10月17日星期日
2010年10月12日星期二
Nightmares foreseeing the future??
The dreams juz seemed to be so real...
Everything juz looked the same as the reality...
these two days..i had dreamed the same thing bout having Chemistry paper in STPM...
ok..no big deal of dreaming tat..
bt...wat do matters is tat..i was sitting on the chair..staring at the papers..and i dunno how to do a single question!!! OMG...it's STPM leh...
i dun wan that to happen!!!
last time i heard ppl telling me that...if u hav a nightmare...u got to say it out..or else it might happen in reality...so..I'm telling out *LOUD* here...>.<
Okay, it seems to be like a warning to me...if i dun study..i'll definitely ended up like wat happen in the dream...so...I gt the message!! pls dun kacau me in my dream again....
Everything juz looked the same as the reality...
these two days..i had dreamed the same thing bout having Chemistry paper in STPM...
ok..no big deal of dreaming tat..
bt...wat do matters is tat..i was sitting on the chair..staring at the papers..and i dunno how to do a single question!!! OMG...it's STPM leh...
i dun wan that to happen!!!
last time i heard ppl telling me that...if u hav a nightmare...u got to say it out..or else it might happen in reality...so..I'm telling out *LOUD* here...>.<
Okay, it seems to be like a warning to me...if i dun study..i'll definitely ended up like wat happen in the dream...so...I gt the message!! pls dun kacau me in my dream again....
大开"吃"戒
(monday) It's Sushi King members day!!! Each plate of sushi cost only RM2...no matter wat colour plate it is...=D Went to Midvally in the morning to meet up with Shirley, Shir's sis, Kheng Aik, Yeong Shing & Keh Hau.....erm..Fish was playing in the arcade..so we were wondering around in the arcade playing something like photohunt...
and Sushi King~~~ here we come lo~~~ ^^v
We ate like 饿鬼...kept grab those expensive sushi...(today rm2 only!! normally rm 4 / rm 6) Shirley & her sis both add together only bout 7 plates.. me n YS each 7 plates..KH & KA each 10 plates...LOL..
After Mr Ong's tuition in the afternoon...had my 2nd round with KA, Poh Li & Kong Weng to SS2 pasar malam...it's juz across the road from my aunt house..bt KW..PuTERA lilin...wanna sit car to the pasar malam...=.='' ended up....we gt to walk further than usual coz no parking...n fish got to park kinda far..lmao..xD juz cant stop laughing at KW...haha..
well...u can nvr save money when u r searching for food in pasar malam...coz it's nt cheap! walked 2 rounds..n I nvr stop eating..
my $$ saved in the holidays...juz flew away like this..for the sake of food...T.T
and Sushi King~~~ here we come lo~~~ ^^v
We ate like 饿鬼...kept grab those expensive sushi...(today rm2 only!! normally rm 4 / rm 6) Shirley & her sis both add together only bout 7 plates.. me n YS each 7 plates..KH & KA each 10 plates...LOL..
After Mr Ong's tuition in the afternoon...had my 2nd round with KA, Poh Li & Kong Weng to SS2 pasar malam...it's juz across the road from my aunt house..bt KW..PuTERA lilin...wanna sit car to the pasar malam...=.='' ended up....we gt to walk further than usual coz no parking...n fish got to park kinda far..lmao..xD juz cant stop laughing at KW...haha..
well...u can nvr save money when u r searching for food in pasar malam...coz it's nt cheap! walked 2 rounds..n I nvr stop eating..
my $$ saved in the holidays...juz flew away like this..for the sake of food...T.T
2010年10月10日星期日
Sammy's Adventure
Sammy's Adventures watched!!
^^
Erm..whenever i look at this pic, it reminds me of my classmates.
they said i look like Sammy!! aka the turtle....=.=''
well..i can understand why yoke mun say i alike..coz she always called me tortoise in class..
but...i dun get it when jojo say it looks like me..
the spec?? maybe..bt mine aint like the red spec it is wearing wor..
hmm..
by the way...i watch 2D instead of 3D..
though is in 2D, the graphic is still nice =)
as for the story line...
my cousin sis child said she wanna go bak home in the middle of the movie
& my mom...fell alseep...
so...nice or not?? haha...
perhaps..the storyline aint very attractive..
bt the graphic indeed nt bad..
and the turtles r cute~
>.<
^^
Erm..whenever i look at this pic, it reminds me of my classmates.
they said i look like Sammy!! aka the turtle....=.=''
well..i can understand why yoke mun say i alike..coz she always called me tortoise in class..
but...i dun get it when jojo say it looks like me..
the spec?? maybe..bt mine aint like the red spec it is wearing wor..
hmm..
by the way...i watch 2D instead of 3D..
though is in 2D, the graphic is still nice =)
as for the story line...
my cousin sis child said she wanna go bak home in the middle of the movie
& my mom...fell alseep...
so...nice or not?? haha...
perhaps..the storyline aint very attractive..
bt the graphic indeed nt bad..
and the turtles r cute~
>.<
2010年10月9日星期六
Slept at 2am, woke at 4am by dad...
“girl, 起来咯， 现在要去婆婆家。。她好像不行了。Ah poh (姑姑）叫她，她没有反应，好像昏迷了。。”
去婆婆家的路上， 我想了很多。。。若她真的在梦中长眠，未必是件坏事。。。
婆婆都95了， 说壮，婆婆的确比一般年老的人还要壮。。只是，恶性肿瘤一直在扩大，不晓得是压到了胃部还是食道，吃什么都反胃。。单单靠牛奶与葡萄糖填肚子，能撑那么一段时间，已经是很了不起了。95，没药医。。难听点儿，在家等时间到。一条长长的管道从鼻子插入至胃部，定时抽胃酸。。弄到婆婆的喉咙很不舒服。天天躺在床上叹气。。想吃；吃不了，想走；没力气。。白天，黑夜，白天，黑夜。。。这何尝不是一种煎熬。。
一踏入婆婆家，即闻到一股很重的风油味。。大伯一直在婆婆鼻子上抹风油与疏氧气给她，姑姑则一直轻轻拍打她的脸和手。。过了好一段时间，才听见婆婆类似要给与反应却无力的声音，爸爸告诉婆婆我们来了，她眼睛微微的撑开了一些又盖下去了。又这样，过了好一阵子。。她才醒过来。。。先是叹气。。接着还是在叹气。。开口说的第一句话竟是：“怎么还不断气啊。。” 这句话，听在儿女的心里，是傻话。。
但老人家，何尝不想安安详详的在梦中长眠呢。。醒过来，又是一段折磨得日子。。
我内心挺矛盾的。。一来我不舍得婆婆。。但却不想她天天那样痛苦的过。。
子女又哪里可能放任她去睡。。与世永别呢。。
不管如何，婆婆是个幸福的老人家。。因为，在她晚年病中的时候，孩子依然不离不弃的照顾她，想尽办法救她。。
上一代在做，下一代在看。。这一切给了我很深的感触。。
“girl, 起来咯， 现在要去婆婆家。。她好像不行了。Ah poh (姑姑）叫她，她没有反应，好像昏迷了。。”
去婆婆家的路上， 我想了很多。。。若她真的在梦中长眠，未必是件坏事。。。
婆婆都95了， 说壮，婆婆的确比一般年老的人还要壮。。只是，恶性肿瘤一直在扩大，不晓得是压到了胃部还是食道，吃什么都反胃。。单单靠牛奶与葡萄糖填肚子，能撑那么一段时间，已经是很了不起了。95，没药医。。难听点儿，在家等时间到。一条长长的管道从鼻子插入至胃部，定时抽胃酸。。弄到婆婆的喉咙很不舒服。天天躺在床上叹气。。想吃；吃不了，想走；没力气。。白天，黑夜，白天，黑夜。。。这何尝不是一种煎熬。。
一踏入婆婆家，即闻到一股很重的风油味。。大伯一直在婆婆鼻子上抹风油与疏氧气给她，姑姑则一直轻轻拍打她的脸和手。。过了好一段时间，才听见婆婆类似要给与反应却无力的声音，爸爸告诉婆婆我们来了，她眼睛微微的撑开了一些又盖下去了。又这样，过了好一阵子。。她才醒过来。。。先是叹气。。接着还是在叹气。。开口说的第一句话竟是：“怎么还不断气啊。。” 这句话，听在儿女的心里，是傻话。。
但老人家，何尝不想安安详详的在梦中长眠呢。。醒过来，又是一段折磨得日子。。
我内心挺矛盾的。。一来我不舍得婆婆。。但却不想她天天那样痛苦的过。。
子女又哪里可能放任她去睡。。与世永别呢。。
不管如何，婆婆是个幸福的老人家。。因为，在她晚年病中的时候，孩子依然不离不弃的照顾她，想尽办法救她。。
上一代在做，下一代在看。。这一切给了我很深的感触。。
2010年10月8日星期五
Tim's 19th Birthday
Yesterday, it's was Timothy's 19th birthday ~
We secretly planned a surprise party for him at the tuition place, we lied to him that we hav intensive class at 6.30pm (tuition start at 8pm) and Hui En in-charge of bringing him there coz he wanna skipped tuition on his birthday..lol..
Party supposed to start at 6.30pm but it was delayed till 7.40pm..coz Yeong Shing 反锁his car with his carkeys, our KFC and cake in his car...smart betul..lol.. Luckily Yuk Hoong's dad know how to unlock it..if nt..fried chicken will become steam chicken in the car..
We secretly planned a surprise party for him at the tuition place, we lied to him that we hav intensive class at 6.30pm (tuition start at 8pm) and Hui En in-charge of bringing him there coz he wanna skipped tuition on his birthday..lol..
Party supposed to start at 6.30pm but it was delayed till 7.40pm..coz Yeong Shing 反锁his car with his carkeys, our KFC and cake in his car...smart betul..lol.. Luckily Yuk Hoong's dad know how to unlock it..if nt..fried chicken will become steam chicken in the car..
our new style of putting candles..
It's definitely finger licking good!! haha..very long no eat KFC d..=D
the very unique birthday card..hmm..can see the pic i drew?on the right top of the picture...too small i guess..LOL
guess who??
Hui En of coz!!the sweet couple~
Happy Birthday in advance Hui En~
2010年10月7日星期四
Ninja Joe
During holidays, i think there's something wrong with my ears, coz my phone alarm just cant wake me up during holidays. I wanted to go to skul tis morning, i set my alarm at 8am bt it din wake me up T.T By the time i woke up, is already time for breakfast + lunch..which means 2mr before goin KL for tuition, i need to print the testimonial first.
Dunno why I've the craving for A&W waffle with the ice-cream on top...but kinda lazy to drive to SS2 it's sooo "far" ~ haha...okay...nt far bt it's hard to get a parking space there especially during noon time.. den i drove to Tropicana City Mall which is much nearer to my house to search for something new...no such thing as no parking there and I've plenty of choices wat to eat.
It's one of my favourite spot ^^
and i spotted the Ninja Joe~
I've been walking pass this shop for many times but i nvr enter it before..
bt since bro said it's nice...
so..Ninja Burger here i come~
for those who dunno what's Ninja Burger,
it is a fast food restaurant which sells only PORK burgers
=)
Dunno why I've the craving for A&W waffle with the ice-cream on top...but kinda lazy to drive to SS2 it's sooo "far" ~ haha...okay...nt far bt it's hard to get a parking space there especially during noon time.. den i drove to Tropicana City Mall which is much nearer to my house to search for something new...no such thing as no parking there and I've plenty of choices wat to eat.
It's one of my favourite spot ^^
and i spotted the Ninja Joe~
I've been walking pass this shop for many times but i nvr enter it before..
bt since bro said it's nice...
so..Ninja Burger here i come~
for those who dunno what's Ninja Burger,
it is a fast food restaurant which sells only PORK burgers
=)
2010年10月5日星期二
去学校。我迷路了。。。
(Monday) I've got to say that my possibility of getting lost on the road has increased to 60%. T.T
夸张?? well...u'll agree with me after u read wat had happen on that day.
Early in the morning around 6.45am, Yeong Shing phoned me, he told me that the bridge above the federal highway gt accident, cars couldnt pass through it. And from my house to skul, i've gt to pass that bridge. He asked me to use alternate route. ALTERNATE ROUTE?!?!? but i only noe one way to skul...>.<...
nvm..i asked dad to teach me the alternate route...ok..by listening, it sounds pretty easy to reach skul...and while i was driving, i figured that alternate route was sooooo familiar, and i remembered that the uncle who used to fetch me from form 1 to lower 6 always use that route, juz in a opposite way ( bak from skul instead of goin to skul)..i felt so happy and proud coz i recognise that route...as i was driving down the route...sHiT! i remembered that the road ended to the same usual road i use to go to skul..Jln Universiti.. it's like..I took a very long road to get bak the same usual road..aka the accident occured punya road..>.< (i should go straight down the road but i took a left turning..i followed uncle's usual route instead of dad's instruction..ben dan)
fine den, stuck in the jam for 20 minutes, finally can u-turn coz cant pass through the bridge, in the end get bak to the road which i took the wrong turning...tis time..i gt it rite..but after amcorp mall that roundabout at the State...i took another wrong turning again...getting deeper into the State...n it's a way that i can use to get bak home!!! omg... T.T u-turn bak again to the roundabout..n finally..i gt the rite turning...stuck in the jam for another 20 mins...
getting closer to the Churh! ^^ but when i reached the front gate...i gt struck by whats in my sight... a red cone was blocking my way into the entrance at the slope n the front gate of the church was closed!!!!!!!!! CLOSED! $%#%&$^%#^
i cant take a u-turn bak to the back gate of the churh...coz i will be jam for another 40 minutes..thanks to the accident..haiz...my last choice...i went down my car...n shift the cone away...n parked my car at the slope right in front of the gate...before i could get down of my car n block the entrance with the red cone bak...another car came down! T.T she stuck there also..while i was explaining to her..another car came!!!! aiks...my fault for shifting the cone..sorry~ the woman said she'll settle it by calling the church to open the gate and asked me rush to skul as i am extremely late...(she's very kind!)
(YS forget to told me that the gate is closed when he phoned me...=.='')
Finally...reached skul and had my name recorded for being late..T.T 2nd time already...
i was juz in time when Pn Lee had finally finished her super duper long speech...and manage to get the trophy for the Pakaian Tradisional Competition by myself =) our group gt Johan!! hehe..and tis is the 2nd trophy i've earned in my entire secondary skul life..(excluding those spm prize n hampers won by the classes) i've gt to say that..这奖得来不易啊！~.~
夸张?? well...u'll agree with me after u read wat had happen on that day.
Early in the morning around 6.45am, Yeong Shing phoned me, he told me that the bridge above the federal highway gt accident, cars couldnt pass through it. And from my house to skul, i've gt to pass that bridge. He asked me to use alternate route. ALTERNATE ROUTE?!?!? but i only noe one way to skul...>.<...
nvm..i asked dad to teach me the alternate route...ok..by listening, it sounds pretty easy to reach skul...and while i was driving, i figured that alternate route was sooooo familiar, and i remembered that the uncle who used to fetch me from form 1 to lower 6 always use that route, juz in a opposite way ( bak from skul instead of goin to skul)..i felt so happy and proud coz i recognise that route...as i was driving down the route...sHiT! i remembered that the road ended to the same usual road i use to go to skul..Jln Universiti.. it's like..I took a very long road to get bak the same usual road..aka the accident occured punya road..>.< (i should go straight down the road but i took a left turning..i followed uncle's usual route instead of dad's instruction..ben dan)
fine den, stuck in the jam for 20 minutes, finally can u-turn coz cant pass through the bridge, in the end get bak to the road which i took the wrong turning...tis time..i gt it rite..but after amcorp mall that roundabout at the State...i took another wrong turning again...getting deeper into the State...n it's a way that i can use to get bak home!!! omg... T.T u-turn bak again to the roundabout..n finally..i gt the rite turning...stuck in the jam for another 20 mins...
getting closer to the Churh! ^^ but when i reached the front gate...i gt struck by whats in my sight... a red cone was blocking my way into the entrance at the slope n the front gate of the church was closed!!!!!!!!! CLOSED! $%#%&$^%#^
i cant take a u-turn bak to the back gate of the churh...coz i will be jam for another 40 minutes..thanks to the accident..haiz...my last choice...i went down my car...n shift the cone away...n parked my car at the slope right in front of the gate...before i could get down of my car n block the entrance with the red cone bak...another car came down! T.T she stuck there also..while i was explaining to her..another car came!!!! aiks...my fault for shifting the cone..sorry~ the woman said she'll settle it by calling the church to open the gate and asked me rush to skul as i am extremely late...(she's very kind!)
(YS forget to told me that the gate is closed when he phoned me...=.='')
Finally...reached skul and had my name recorded for being late..T.T 2nd time already...
i was juz in time when Pn Lee had finally finished her super duper long speech...and manage to get the trophy for the Pakaian Tradisional Competition by myself =) our group gt Johan!! hehe..and tis is the 2nd trophy i've earned in my entire secondary skul life..(excluding those spm prize n hampers won by the classes) i've gt to say that..这奖得来不易啊！~.~
that night, my dad kept laughing at me....saying me lousy.......~>.<~
nvr knew that..skul..is so hard to reach...
2010年10月3日星期日
手纸
GT sent me a link of this song called 手纸， it seems like a song that Japanese usually sing during their graduation...den i saw the translated lyrics of the song...its kinda meaningful.. =)
............................................
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?
For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone
If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself
Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present
Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you
If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer
The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow
Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present
There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing
Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...
............................................
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?
For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone
If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself
Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present
Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you
If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer
The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow
Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present
There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing
Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...
2010年10月2日星期六
Hair cut
It's a Saturday~ my first saturday after exam!!! =D
parents went to work again (weekends suppose to be rest days bt dad din work on thursday coz need take care grandma..so replace bak..while mom is a workaholic...thus..followed dad bak to work) which means...i'm on my own AGAIN~
my hair is super duper long ady~ so decided to go for a hair cut...
first time drive to the salon..well..it isnt tat far..n it is easy to reach ..i din lost my way~^^~
waited for an hour there....Zzz Zzz..wat to do..the salon has gud service n aint like other salon tat expensive too...
cut + wash = RM33
(she charge me extra rm 3 coz my hair too thick wor)
(haven been cutting short for more than a year..if divide it into months..one month cost rm1 ++)
after the hair cut is already noon. went to Murni's branch which is juz opposite the salon..
ate a very big plate of Nasi Lemak
and
drank a glass of Poison...
yes...i drank POISON! haha...
dun worry..juz a name after all..xD
parents went to work again (weekends suppose to be rest days bt dad din work on thursday coz need take care grandma..so replace bak..while mom is a workaholic...thus..followed dad bak to work) which means...i'm on my own AGAIN~
my hair is super duper long ady~ so decided to go for a hair cut...
first time drive to the salon..well..it isnt tat far..n it is easy to reach ..i din lost my way~^^~
waited for an hour there....Zzz Zzz..wat to do..the salon has gud service n aint like other salon tat expensive too...
cut + wash = RM33
(she charge me extra rm 3 coz my hair too thick wor)
(haven been cutting short for more than a year..if divide it into months..one month cost rm1 ++)
after the hair cut is already noon. went to Murni's branch which is juz opposite the salon..
ate a very big plate of Nasi Lemak
and
drank a glass of Poison...
yes...i drank POISON! haha...
dun worry..juz a name after all..xD
little passion fruits flavor..slices of cucumber..some mint leaves..few longan and a green chili!
hmm...i will recommend to those who dun like sweet drinks..coz tis drink is juz 清甜..
(was wondering whether the chili is for me to eat or juz deco...i din bite it..xD)
yea~ my fringe is bak!
the noob face again! hahax ;PDays before exam
the empty classand it was raining outside..
kinda enjoy moment like tis though...
my dear 弯弯..whenever i felt hopeless in studies..i will look at it..=)
Chemistry...i've been studying chem the earliest compare to other subjects..yet..my result for chem still sucks..
my super neat hair style for juz a few days..coz shirley broke my hairband..XD
my only company..POOH!!! ^^v
even though it is juz a bottle..but i feel warm when i see its lovely smile =D
Sushi Zanmai with two beloved SA POs~
(Thursday) Went Sushi Zanmai with two sa po > > Shirley & Vivian
LAst Saturday nite, i've actually went once with my parents to celebrate bro's early birthday...den Shirley keep say she want to eat sushi too...so does Vivian..so i promised to bring them on Thursday ~ =)
but dunno why, Wednesday nite, i've food poisoning symptom like last time...juz keep feel like vomiting n no appetite...n yes..did vomit at nite..dad faster ask me eat 'bao zhi yuan'..den 11pm...sleeping dead on bed d..(haven been sleeping so early for months) was worry tat i get food poisoning again..wat i ate for lunch?? 猪肠粉in skul...>.<
next day morning, vomit again..bt i felt super duper energetic! coz hav sufficient sleep..i guess..xD plus i've promised tat two girls who so eagerly wanna eat sushi...so..the thought of nt goin to skul..cancel~ second thought..i dun wanna write letter to Mdm Ho either..=p
Noon..the plan goes on~
i wonder wats the point of me goin there....haha..coz..i cant eat raw stuff..as my stomach aint in a very gud condition...so my target of the day..CAWANMUSHI~
but...Vivian keep mumbling all the way~ she said : "生病的人不能吃鸡蛋！"
what!? i seriously nvr hear bout tis before.....there's no such tradition in my family..so..i insist ordering cawanmushi~ =D (Vivian no eye see me d...hahax)
wanted to eat the dessert so badly..bt..i cant..T.T
so...juz order another two plates of cooked sushi..n i was so fulled after eating food in skul during Girl Guide's Installation...ask Shirley n Vivian help me eat..they dun wan..they wan order other food...>.< see me keep forcing myself finish up the two little piece of sushi...they kept laughing...
Evil! i hide myself behind the big menu book while eating..but i din realise..the book terbalik d..let them laugh again...as for me..keep "vibrating" ( a word created by shirley which stands for laughing..) coz i cant laugh out as in..my mouth was full...with sushi....T.T
LAst Saturday nite, i've actually went once with my parents to celebrate bro's early birthday...den Shirley keep say she want to eat sushi too...so does Vivian..so i promised to bring them on Thursday ~ =)
but dunno why, Wednesday nite, i've food poisoning symptom like last time...juz keep feel like vomiting n no appetite...n yes..did vomit at nite..dad faster ask me eat 'bao zhi yuan'..den 11pm...sleeping dead on bed d..(haven been sleeping so early for months) was worry tat i get food poisoning again..wat i ate for lunch?? 猪肠粉in skul...>.<
next day morning, vomit again..bt i felt super duper energetic! coz hav sufficient sleep..i guess..xD plus i've promised tat two girls who so eagerly wanna eat sushi...so..the thought of nt goin to skul..cancel~ second thought..i dun wanna write letter to Mdm Ho either..=p
Noon..the plan goes on~
i wonder wats the point of me goin there....haha..coz..i cant eat raw stuff..as my stomach aint in a very gud condition...so my target of the day..CAWANMUSHI~
but...Vivian keep mumbling all the way~ she said : "生病的人不能吃鸡蛋！"
what!? i seriously nvr hear bout tis before.....there's no such tradition in my family..so..i insist ordering cawanmushi~ =D (Vivian no eye see me d...hahax)
wanted to eat the dessert so badly..bt..i cant..T.T
so...juz order another two plates of cooked sushi..n i was so fulled after eating food in skul during Girl Guide's Installation...ask Shirley n Vivian help me eat..they dun wan..they wan order other food...>.< see me keep forcing myself finish up the two little piece of sushi...they kept laughing...
Evil! i hide myself behind the big menu book while eating..but i din realise..the book terbalik d..let them laugh again...as for me..keep "vibrating" ( a word created by shirley which stands for laughing..) coz i cant laugh out as in..my mouth was full...with sushi....T.T
little octopus (wats the name of the famous octopus?? i forget already..haha)
two from the rite were mine! haha..egg again~ =P
their favorite pose... hide their faces with their hands
fried oyster sushi! i din eat T.T can see cannot touch
the star of the day~ SPIDER ROLL ~
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went to help dad collect his new trousers...bt..the worker gav me the wrong one n i din realize till i reached home..好心做错事..haiz..thougth dad no need ma fan purposely go The Garden..end up..he still got to go..lol
Just a dream - Nelly
I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...
So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.
I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby
Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair
My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right
I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...
So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.
When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/just-a-dream-lyrics-nelly.html ]
Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.
I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...
So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2
I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...
So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
X2
............................................................
last week i heard this song from the radio...den i couldnt stop myself from listening it again n again...haha...Tis gonna be the 2nd song of Nelly that i like after "Dilemma".. it's nt the lyrics that attract me..but the rhythm that plays a role..i rarely like a song by its lyrics.. ;P
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...
So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.
I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby
Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair
My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right
I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...
So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.
When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/just-a-dream-lyrics-nelly.html ]
Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.
I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...
So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2
I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...
So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
X2
............................................................
last week i heard this song from the radio...den i couldnt stop myself from listening it again n again...haha...Tis gonna be the 2nd song of Nelly that i like after "Dilemma".. it's nt the lyrics that attract me..but the rhythm that plays a role..i rarely like a song by its lyrics.. ;P
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